Mmmm. Morning. I don't want to go to work. I want to work on art. But even if i had the day off there would still be much cleaning and organizing to do before there could be any art. Art needs space.....and right now i have none.
Corvallis is loved by people because it feels so safe and most people are so nice here.....except there are problems. I feel like there are all these creative people here who jkust don't manage to do fun projects together.....there could be this thriving gothic pseudo-bohemian gypsy punk art scene here (since there are quite a few wacky creative interesting cool people here), but everyone is A. too busy, B. too flaky, C. too antisocial, and / or D, too lazy. I suppose i fall into the D category as i have been quite upset at myself for being such a lazy bitch throughout the recent past. I will pay for that laziness now, when i try to make up for it, by having to clean up the messes i have made both in a physical and a mental sense. You reap what you sew so i reap lots of nothing and shit for the time being.
I don't think this journal makes any sense, but just in case it does, let me know.
I'm off to work now.....
-Le Slie
Corvallis is loved by people because it feels so safe and most people are so nice here.....except there are problems. I feel like there are all these creative people here who jkust don't manage to do fun projects together.....there could be this thriving gothic pseudo-bohemian gypsy punk art scene here (since there are quite a few wacky creative interesting cool people here), but everyone is A. too busy, B. too flaky, C. too antisocial, and / or D, too lazy. I suppose i fall into the D category as i have been quite upset at myself for being such a lazy bitch throughout the recent past. I will pay for that laziness now, when i try to make up for it, by having to clean up the messes i have made both in a physical and a mental sense. You reap what you sew so i reap lots of nothing and shit for the time being.
I don't think this journal makes any sense, but just in case it does, let me know.
I'm off to work now.....
-Le Slie
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Let's see, as to your questions:
What do you want out of life right now? I would like enough money to pay all of my bills, go to good live shows, and pay for schooling. I'd like to find someone i could sleep comfortably next to, but be ok with not speaking to me for a few days. I want to find something that gives me an ongoing sense of peace and contentment.
Had any interesting dreams lately? Not really recently, i've been burning too hard and fast to sleep. THe only exception was wednesday night, i had nice warm fuzzy dreams of snuggling and such with rob, but i think that was situationally induced.
What do you want to do when you grow up? A super-spy/ninja hacker! Umm, honestly i don't really know, but i hope to never grow up, so maybe this won't apply to me.
So, i didn't make it to the stich & bitch after all, but i have a plant for you that is sitting oh so patiently by my window. I may just take a stroll up to your house and leave it on the porch. Much love and i will see you soon!
P.S.: what is your favorite number?