I feel like shit. I feel like vomiting. I feel like hanging myself--an urge i get whenever i do something stupid.
Or whenever i think of something stupid i did. I've done--whatever.
I finished the Nil8 thing--Sammy chucked at it.
I bought a hat.
I was gonna get Pink Socks today, but they dont HAVE pink socks for men. atleast not at Wal-Mart--which we stopped...
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Or whenever i think of something stupid i did. I've done--whatever.
I finished the Nil8 thing--Sammy chucked at it.
I bought a hat.
I was gonna get Pink Socks today, but they dont HAVE pink socks for men. atleast not at Wal-Mart--which we stopped...
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I got so many problems
And they weigh on my mind
I don't solve 'em, no, I just cause them
And they weigh on my mind
Tell me, where do you go when your money's all gone?
When your friends are all gone?
When your love is all gone?
No right turns, always seem to be wrong
All goes bad, it's so hard to be...
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And they weigh on my mind
I don't solve 'em, no, I just cause them
And they weigh on my mind
Tell me, where do you go when your money's all gone?
When your friends are all gone?
When your love is all gone?
No right turns, always seem to be wrong
All goes bad, it's so hard to be...
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phoolsfire:
so the point of the story, that i got anyway, is that S is the wife in the relationship.
well that explains his defensive and protective attitude towards you and his unwarrented jealousy towards me. lol
have fun with the nil8 thingy, if you just e-mail jeff, hes pretty helpfull with any stuff for the band.
ill be in sunday after darkish.
well that explains his defensive and protective attitude towards you and his unwarrented jealousy towards me. lol
have fun with the nil8 thingy, if you just e-mail jeff, hes pretty helpfull with any stuff for the band.
ill be in sunday after darkish.
Its always nice to be nice. So Im a nice guyits always nice to be nice. Thats a quote from a movie, I cant remember which. In my head I hear it said by a British dude, if that helps.
And thats the role Ive been giventhe nice guy, the funny one. Sweet, moderately harmless, whatever. I dont really mindI like smiles, I like laughs....
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And thats the role Ive been giventhe nice guy, the funny one. Sweet, moderately harmless, whatever. I dont really mindI like smiles, I like laughs....
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phoolsfire:
yes, i think elephantiasis does cause some neurological damage in the brain, or maybe the kids just a little nuts, i remember seeing him and his brother come into the library when i worked there.
i won't have my phone on me while on the dig, and sad to say, i wont have access to a computer either, its a very waldon pond sort of trip.
i don't analyze people, i just look at their pictures, and think "wow, this guy really likes pussy", or "whats with all the pics of girls with their legs up by their head"etc. its kinda funny. the most disturbing is when you look at a folder and its just filled with body parts, no pics of whole women, but thats kinds what they are here sort of.
i've got a shitty wedding to attend this weekend. and its in dekalb. so that means more driving for me, but that also means an excuse to buy booze (the mandatory wedding gift)
i won't have my phone on me while on the dig, and sad to say, i wont have access to a computer either, its a very waldon pond sort of trip.
i don't analyze people, i just look at their pictures, and think "wow, this guy really likes pussy", or "whats with all the pics of girls with their legs up by their head"etc. its kinda funny. the most disturbing is when you look at a folder and its just filled with body parts, no pics of whole women, but thats kinds what they are here sort of.
i've got a shitty wedding to attend this weekend. and its in dekalb. so that means more driving for me, but that also means an excuse to buy booze (the mandatory wedding gift)
phoolsfire:
no i never said that was your folder...i told you i don't "analyze" thses stupid pic, its just somthing i was randomly doing. "what's that? in my folder?-why the fuck am i explaining this?" paranoid...again withthe judging. i didn't even look at the folder of my friends. just random members. chill yo!
i will be in peoria on the third, for the fire works an stuff, i'll give you a ring. do you work on sunday?
i will be in peoria on the third, for the fire works an stuff, i'll give you a ring. do you work on sunday?
Next time i'll just shoot myself in the foot. I have to go to guey's tonite. i promisted id drop by a couple times. he's been working on some music, i need new music. he has the new version of Acid Pro, i need the new version of Acid Pro. i know i'm just gonna get there and smoke a buncha ciggies and talk shit...
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cipher:
Seems to be a vibe, yeah. Could be those summertime blues.
And seriously, waking up that early leaving me exhausted by 4-5 pm, which in my opinion is when the day properly begins.
And seriously, waking up that early leaving me exhausted by 4-5 pm, which in my opinion is when the day properly begins.
Are people naturally bad with good tendencies or intentions, or naturally good with evil/bad intentions/tendencies? First thought is Good with bad, but the more I think about it I think maybe bad with good. I guess it kinda depends on which side of the board yr on, cos we all do evil shit with good intentionsThe road to Hell
See, I cant have this conversation...
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See, I cant have this conversation...
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judas:
i for one am certain that most folks are downright evil by way of stupidity and thusly are not good intentioned in the slightest, as they haven't even the beginnings of a notion of anything outside of themselves to make even a rudimentary go at being a good person.
so, basically, people are bad because they're dumbasses and don't pay attention to the needs of others, how they affect others, they have no scope of the greater good, and they think only of themselves in a way that benefits only themselves.
the best people are painfully self-aware and unfailingly selfish while simultaneously having full awareness of how their actions affect others (while also caring enough to not fuck with others well being).
derrr....
i have no idea if i just made ANY sense at all.
so, basically, people are bad because they're dumbasses and don't pay attention to the needs of others, how they affect others, they have no scope of the greater good, and they think only of themselves in a way that benefits only themselves.
the best people are painfully self-aware and unfailingly selfish while simultaneously having full awareness of how their actions affect others (while also caring enough to not fuck with others well being).
derrr....
i have no idea if i just made ANY sense at all.
propaganda4u:
I would reply with something good, but I am to damn tired to think.
Thanks for the wonderful birthday photo (sensitive but evil). I found myself wanting to add the corpses of dead birds around it.
Thanks for the wonderful birthday photo (sensitive but evil). I found myself wanting to add the corpses of dead birds around it.
I've known Samuel nearly half my life11 years. 11 fucking years. We met during the summer before 8th grade, we had previously went to two different elementary schools, and were currently going to two different Jr. Highseven though we lived, barely, 4 blocks away from one another. We lived four blocks away from one another, but had never met before that summer.
Sammy knew me...
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Sammy knew me...
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phoolsfire:
i've heard of this man love before, i had a friend named fred out in cali and his friend shane, would get so jealous. when we went out. he said they could read each others thoughts n stuff like that, and know how one would react in a situation even if he wasn't there, and all that. i think you should buy sammy two ice cream cones, and then get his name tattooed on your ass. you guys need some quality time together.
Yes--Picked up a quarter, this will make the week go by alot easier. Also bought Aqua Teen Hunger Force volumes 1-3, and An Evening with Kevin Smith--a great talky--funny and very insightful.
And a borrowed copy of Birdcage.
And some Carlin and Izzard.
And Pryor.
And i burnt a Rancid/Transplants/Operation Ivy/Sublime/Suicide Machines CD, that will be a great listen.
And the 6 (SIX!!!) Calvin and...
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And a borrowed copy of Birdcage.
And some Carlin and Izzard.
And Pryor.
And i burnt a Rancid/Transplants/Operation Ivy/Sublime/Suicide Machines CD, that will be a great listen.
And the 6 (SIX!!!) Calvin and...
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How wrong i was. I wasnt out of proper alcohol--had a bottle of Popov Vodka and some Everclear in the fridge. But i'm totally not drinking the Everclear--i bought it more to say that i have it than rather drink it.
So, shitty Kossacs for everyone...yeah...then i'm totally watching Swingers.
So my sister's totally getting on my nerves. i see her maybe once a week,...
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So, shitty Kossacs for everyone...yeah...then i'm totally watching Swingers.
So my sister's totally getting on my nerves. i see her maybe once a week,...
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phoolsfire:
if your parents don't smoke or cuss i can see where your commin from. your lucky to have a sister thats cool, i'm so envious. my sisters all have kids and so the most music they listen to is either bad pop, (shinaia twain) or crappy kid music, like that teen bop shit, i need to get her some of that "punk rock for mothers" music.
Fate isnt a path yr destined to follow to an ultimate end, it's simply the point in which you realize that everything is connected. That everything in yr life has lead you to where you are now.
i'm totally doing it again...damnit. And i need to stop. I need to invest in some antacids and get shit on paper before i take off onna day-trip,...
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i'm totally doing it again...damnit. And i need to stop. I need to invest in some antacids and get shit on paper before i take off onna day-trip,...
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figmentation:
"He's lucky I didn't jump over the counter and beat his ass.
lol what would that have accomplished? "
The guy was being a total asshole and yelling before ten am. nonono.. bad idea.
Also, I was pms-ing and It would have made me feel better... (I'm a bad person like that, I know)
lol what would that have accomplished? "
The guy was being a total asshole and yelling before ten am. nonono.. bad idea.
Also, I was pms-ing and It would have made me feel better... (I'm a bad person like that, I know)
propaganda4u:
Right you hate the south, but you are drinking a little Soco and JD's Lynchburg Lemonade. Hmmm... bottom of the barrel?
Yep, that is a fucking Mo-Bile home made into a rocket ship. Blast me out of this trailer park baby!
Yep, that is a fucking Mo-Bile home made into a rocket ship. Blast me out of this trailer park baby!
so... if i'm following this correctly, i cant get high for the next 3 weeksmy financial records tell me so. Big bills coming up within the next couple days, no $$$ for anythingi could easily blow 200 a week. My usual cushion is 150.
But AJ's a killer salesman. He's trying to pawn some Purple Haze on me50$ for a dime. I might do it...
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But AJ's a killer salesman. He's trying to pawn some Purple Haze on me50$ for a dime. I might do it...
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judas:
write, sonny boy. do those of us who should also be writing proud.
mthrsuperior:
"i totally went thru a phase where it was Grape Nuts and Coco Pebbles mixed, yo."
FREAK!!!
FREAK!!!
joking about kiddie smut to the people at wal-mart is like joking about cancer to the st jude people....not so funny given the context. but still ironic