i sit down at the computer and immediately to cat hops up into my lap. she's hardly an affectionate cat, but every once in a while, she seems up for a pit o' petting.
but...once she pops into my lap, i immediately have to pee.
this also happens when i put on a dvd or start a new video game.
also, i'm wearing a black...
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but...once she pops into my lap, i immediately have to pee.
this also happens when i put on a dvd or start a new video game.
also, i'm wearing a black...
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My father seems sad lately, more tired than usual. And his eyes seem to have blackened, like hes been in a punch-out recently. When I ask him if hes ok, he just kinda half-sighs and says Yeah, just a little tired
Hes also gained a lot of weight within the last ten years or so. So much that if you only knew him from then...
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Hes also gained a lot of weight within the last ten years or so. So much that if you only knew him from then...
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propaganda4u:
I am with you on the pot recommend. I am making a call today.
judas:
dude, j.lo is hot shit, and not at all a bad actress, in my opinion. i watched 'maid in manhattan' last week. it made me cry. i'm a pussy, it's true. 'gigli' is of course on the to watch list.
your dad has been through hell, it sounds like. you should spend time with him, do things with him--something could happen any day now that might make you regret that you didn't take that opportunity.
and yes, i am too young to have kids, but not too far off from being just the right age. in all sincerity, most everything i do is in preparation for having the kind of life that would be beneficial and conducive to having children. or rather, child. i only want one whipper snapper.
your dad has been through hell, it sounds like. you should spend time with him, do things with him--something could happen any day now that might make you regret that you didn't take that opportunity.
and yes, i am too young to have kids, but not too far off from being just the right age. in all sincerity, most everything i do is in preparation for having the kind of life that would be beneficial and conducive to having children. or rather, child. i only want one whipper snapper.
people born in 1987 are 18...this, oddly, makes me feel old. goddamnit. that's only a 5yr difference, but...isnt that enough? i mean, soon enough it's gonna be someone born in the 90's is 18. you know how fucked that is?
anyway...not like i rememeber much from 87 anyway.
not like i remember anything till about 90-91.
anyone ever notice val kilmer's elbow? his left one?...
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anyway...not like i rememeber much from 87 anyway.
not like i remember anything till about 90-91.
anyone ever notice val kilmer's elbow? his left one?...
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figmentation:
It's when we first realize that we're not teenagers and that we're not 18 anymore that we feel really really old.
propaganda4u:
RE: "Poverty of human speech"
Yes... language is often so inadequate in its ability to express emotions, feelings.
Yes... language is often so inadequate in its ability to express emotions, feelings.
sammy's finally got a job! he's been without work for the past year. unemployed, sitting on his ass, playing videogames. with me by his side nightly, editing and shooting the shit.
he's gonna be working same days as i, sundays thru thursdays, but he's working thirds.
i work second.
this means we wont see each other nightly anymore. this means it's gonna be weekends again....
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he's gonna be working same days as i, sundays thru thursdays, but he's working thirds.
i work second.
this means we wont see each other nightly anymore. this means it's gonna be weekends again....
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phoolsfire:
whenever i'm around people who's views i tend to strongly disagree with, instead of being understanding and sensitive, i accidently say things way out of left field that are usually pretty offensive. the kid that sits next to me in one of my classes is like your friend, but i thought i'd invite him out any way saying, "you don't have to drink, you can have soda," then the teacher comes up and says, "yeah cause anthropologists don't drink" (sarcasticly), and i just spouted off with, "yeah, we just sit around and read our bibles and drink our cool-aid"....needless to say, he didn't come.
This update is chock fulla photo goodness. Let it load, Slow connections...please? 
Im sitting on the floor, in front of the old assed machine in the corner of my room. Old being from 98. Scratch that, 97, I think.
Its hard to remember. 98, probably. Maybe 97. Late 97. Either way, its old.
Ive got it set up on a coffee table, Japanese-style, as Guey...
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Im sitting on the floor, in front of the old assed machine in the corner of my room. Old being from 98. Scratch that, 97, I think.
Its hard to remember. 98, probably. Maybe 97. Late 97. Either way, its old.
Ive got it set up on a coffee table, Japanese-style, as Guey...
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judas:
i do not have the time to read that. i must get to work.
but, i have fifteen pages of comments now, you silly man.
but, i have fifteen pages of comments now, you silly man.
figmentation:
dude...
when I was 12 I looked like I was 17. or a college freshman.
yea.
it was amusing.
when I was 12 I looked like I was 17. or a college freshman.
yea.
it was amusing.
I wonder if the SGs get competitive about how many comments their sets recieve. Like (as i'm typing this) the Selket set has 179 comments and Cherry and Tilly have 219 comments.
I wonder if that weighs on the Girl's esteem, her confidence at all.
Just curious.
I've thought this a couple of time, but never actually got around to posting about it. As well,...
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I wonder if that weighs on the Girl's esteem, her confidence at all.
Just curious.
I've thought this a couple of time, but never actually got around to posting about it. As well,...
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judas:
i don't know if i feel competitive so much as i would really like my comments page to reach 15. it's been stalled at 14 for a coon's age, and i really hate even numbers.
propaganda4u:
I'm really a pretty cool treacher. It is when people take advantage of coolness that I have to put the smack down.
Maybe he doesn't look like the Doogie... I'll try to track down a photo for comparison when I have time. For no good reason, he just bothers me.
Maybe he doesn't look like the Doogie... I'll try to track down a photo for comparison when I have time. For no good reason, he just bothers me.
***WARNING: THE FOLLOWING JOURNAL ENTRY CONTAINS THINGS NOT FIT FOR VIEWING AT WORK OR IN OPEN PUBLIC***(people might think your "Funny"...Heaven Fobid.)
Maybe it's too early is all...
Fuck this, the weather has, once again, gone to shit. It's fucking spring, what's with the fucking blizzard. I'm staying in tonite, watching some movies, pulling up the new episode of Deadwood on HBO On-Demand, drinking, listening...
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Maybe it's too early is all...
Fuck this, the weather has, once again, gone to shit. It's fucking spring, what's with the fucking blizzard. I'm staying in tonite, watching some movies, pulling up the new episode of Deadwood on HBO On-Demand, drinking, listening...
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propaganda4u:
The grading thing has been for the Anthropology of Science and Technology
I don't understand why people are so into Orlando Bloom. He looks like Doogie Howser.
I don't understand why people are so into Orlando Bloom. He looks like Doogie Howser.
judas:
come on, those men are straight as an arrow! (their cocks, anyways! ha!)
and yeah, i'm clever. who knew?
and yeah, i'm clever. who knew?
Figment said onMarch 21, 2005 12:02 PMDELETE
...In regards to the lack of a hardon you were babbleing about, go for a real woman and not an image of one and it might change.
(why havn't you engaged in any sexual activity for a year)
This got me to thinking, here's my reply:
Why havent i been laid in about a year? I think it...
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...In regards to the lack of a hardon you were babbleing about, go for a real woman and not an image of one and it might change.
(why havn't you engaged in any sexual activity for a year)
This got me to thinking, here's my reply:
Why havent i been laid in about a year? I think it...
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figmentation:
you're adorable.
I totally understand and respect the desire for relationship sex as opposed to fucking. I actually prefer it as well... but it kinda requires a relationship and I'm a commitment-phobe... this poses a slight problem... otherwize I suppose porn works too but copious amounts of masturbation causes one of two things happen. you either become a minute man or you will last for hours and hours and hours and not be able to achieve orgasam with a female. (that's when you pleasure her first and then finish up with your own hand and or her mouth depending on how much you wore her out.)
I went to the beach today. already it's 840 and I'm back. with sandy feet... I love sandy feet! they're the best part of the post beach experience! I'm loving it. anyways, while at the beach this morning... I let go of alot of stuff. trinkets that I'd been holding on to, baggage and emotional crapola associated with all ofit.
I feel much lighter now... I've also not been to sleep yet. and am starting to feel it. pulling an all nighter is starting to kick in.
sigh.
I wish I weren't so beat and could get stuff done for an hour or two and then sleep.
I totally understand and respect the desire for relationship sex as opposed to fucking. I actually prefer it as well... but it kinda requires a relationship and I'm a commitment-phobe... this poses a slight problem... otherwize I suppose porn works too but copious amounts of masturbation causes one of two things happen. you either become a minute man or you will last for hours and hours and hours and not be able to achieve orgasam with a female. (that's when you pleasure her first and then finish up with your own hand and or her mouth depending on how much you wore her out.)
I went to the beach today. already it's 840 and I'm back. with sandy feet... I love sandy feet! they're the best part of the post beach experience! I'm loving it. anyways, while at the beach this morning... I let go of alot of stuff. trinkets that I'd been holding on to, baggage and emotional crapola associated with all ofit.
I feel much lighter now... I've also not been to sleep yet. and am starting to feel it. pulling an all nighter is starting to kick in.
sigh.
I wish I weren't so beat and could get stuff done for an hour or two and then sleep.
judas:
you silly nut, you're the one who took me off their friends list.
curious.
casual sex isn't ever casual, in my experience. it's just an excercise in repression.
curious.
casual sex isn't ever casual, in my experience. it's just an excercise in repression.
I know i'm not the only one who feels this way, but... i wanna beat the shit out of Hilary Duff.
And you know what?
I think i can prolly take her...
What came first, the music or the misery? People worry about kids playing with guns, or watching violent videos, that some sort of culture of violence will take them over. Nobody worries about...
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And you know what?
I think i can prolly take her...
What came first, the music or the misery? People worry about kids playing with guns, or watching violent videos, that some sort of culture of violence will take them over. Nobody worries about...
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runk:
Hilary Duff should be rolled up in a carpet and beat with golf clubs.
23...that's when the hangovers start to become taxing. The near-fatal ones kick in around 28.
23...that's when the hangovers start to become taxing. The near-fatal ones kick in around 28.
figmentation:
I have excellent aim. and I refrained from throwing the book.
In addition, the book was no where near as well written as fight club. The philiosophy behind the culture of Gor isn't directly said and because of that you gotta use your brain more.
In regards to the lack of a hardon you were babbleing about, go for a real woman and not an image of one and it might change.
(why havn't you engaged in any sexual activity for a year)
In addition, the book was no where near as well written as fight club. The philiosophy behind the culture of Gor isn't directly said and because of that you gotta use your brain more.
In regards to the lack of a hardon you were babbleing about, go for a real woman and not an image of one and it might change.
(why havn't you engaged in any sexual activity for a year)
I cant sleep.
If i'd stop thinking of it, i'd be able to sleep.But i cant stop thinking about it.
i'm never gonna be able to fall asleep. My body is so tense, it's dead.
I feel dead, but my mind is going a mile a minute. Thinking and analyzing whatever happened.
KT, i should listen to KT.
KidneyTheives always puts me to sleep.
If...
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If i'd stop thinking of it, i'd be able to sleep.But i cant stop thinking about it.
i'm never gonna be able to fall asleep. My body is so tense, it's dead.
I feel dead, but my mind is going a mile a minute. Thinking and analyzing whatever happened.
KT, i should listen to KT.
KidneyTheives always puts me to sleep.
If...
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propaganda4u:
Because of this entry, I too will have sleep problems. All it takes for me is the suggestion that I will not be able to sleep.
You're correct about the poetry... more people write it than read it. What bothers me is people that think they have kick-ass poetry (these are the people that think they know what good poetry is) and decide to read it. And when they do present it, at some random coffee shop, no one understands or gives a shit. But, they think they're cool... more power to them I suppose.
Many people are soothed by the sound of their own voice. Perhaps the expression of raw primal feelings or experiences in the form of poetry is therapeutic... it doesn't matter if people don't understand, they do.
You're correct about the poetry... more people write it than read it. What bothers me is people that think they have kick-ass poetry (these are the people that think they know what good poetry is) and decide to read it. And when they do present it, at some random coffee shop, no one understands or gives a shit. But, they think they're cool... more power to them I suppose.
Many people are soothed by the sound of their own voice. Perhaps the expression of raw primal feelings or experiences in the form of poetry is therapeutic... it doesn't matter if people don't understand, they do.
phoolsfire:
* see all taylor mali entries
i too am in love with the sound of my own voice. i like to write bad poetry, i even have a book on it....its not any good
i hated cell phone, i am convinced that they cause cancer. however, i move too much and am never in one spot. my only other option would to be to have no phone and i'm just not that beat.
i too am in love with the sound of my own voice. i like to write bad poetry, i even have a book on it....its not any good
i hated cell phone, i am convinced that they cause cancer. however, i move too much and am never in one spot. my only other option would to be to have no phone and i'm just not that beat.
and no, i wasn't being sarcastic about j.lo. even if her movies are crap, she's always good in them, and it's worth it just to see her move and smile. as one friend put it long ago as we watched 'uturn', "it's like her face is carved out of sandstone." her body? flawless, and my god, those breasts! everyone talks about her ass (which is lovely) but good christ, her breasts make me salivate. i have never seen a set more perfect.
and, a buffer between you and your dad just prevents you from getting close to your dad. you should try it a few more times and let the uneasiness wear off...