headache, tired, bored. supposed to go to pekin tonight and hand with g, get some work done. dunno if i wanna.
i was gonna do something tonight, but decided against it because i cant do anything i want anytime i want.
damnit.
aj brought in a bag today, still trying to make me a customer. it was the smallest bag i've ever seen. the size...
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i was gonna do something tonight, but decided against it because i cant do anything i want anytime i want.
damnit.
aj brought in a bag today, still trying to make me a customer. it was the smallest bag i've ever seen. the size...
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I must preface this post with: I have an over-exaggerated sense of purpose.
Ok.
i got alotta shit today over what i wore. Not because it was offensive or obscene, per se, but because of the colors.
Lite, brightish olive green pants and a powder blue security shirt.
It started with Jerry talking about how the colors clashed, how they didnt match whatsoever.
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Ok.
i got alotta shit today over what i wore. Not because it was offensive or obscene, per se, but because of the colors.
Lite, brightish olive green pants and a powder blue security shirt.
It started with Jerry talking about how the colors clashed, how they didnt match whatsoever.
He didnt...
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figmentation:
orgiional personalities don't announce themselves..
and what's up with the name change?
and what's up with the name change?
phoolsfire:
"one of us..one of us"
ummm, as one midwesterner to another, you could either join a band, or become an artist or find a job thats a little less superficial. otherwise, your lookin at the good world of outward apearence conforming to the inner workings of the job. i like to think however, that just because i look like everyone else, doesn't mean i'm not holdin any goods. you dig?
ummm, as one midwesterner to another, you could either join a band, or become an artist or find a job thats a little less superficial. otherwise, your lookin at the good world of outward apearence conforming to the inner workings of the job. i like to think however, that just because i look like everyone else, doesn't mean i'm not holdin any goods. you dig?
500$ on clothes. *bangs head on desk*
I'm clothed adequately, I'm not naked or homeless. I'm not behind trends because i never fell into any real trend. My shoes have holes in em, but they're still functional.
So, why'd i buy new shoes? The exact same kind, same colour, same thing?
Do i really need 130$ of more offensive t-shirts?
WTF is wrong with me?...
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I'm clothed adequately, I'm not naked or homeless. I'm not behind trends because i never fell into any real trend. My shoes have holes in em, but they're still functional.
So, why'd i buy new shoes? The exact same kind, same colour, same thing?
Do i really need 130$ of more offensive t-shirts?
WTF is wrong with me?...
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figmentation:
ok. don't take the tags off... take it back
phoolsfire:
"gimme gimme gimme, i need i neeeed" *lol*
welcome to my disease last week alone i spent 300, and that was an average week.
if only we could some how channel our penchant for disposing of cash into something constructive, like a savings account.
welcome to my disease last week alone i spent 300, and that was an average week.
if only we could some how channel our penchant for disposing of cash into something constructive, like a savings account.
Sammys off on a social jag. This happens every so often, whenever he starts hanging out with actual peoplenot people he meets online when hes playing his goofy assed games.
The kid feels socially inadequate. He hears of the great social conquests of the guys at work and immediately wants to go out and work up some stories himself.
Something to tell on those boring...
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The kid feels socially inadequate. He hears of the great social conquests of the guys at work and immediately wants to go out and work up some stories himself.
Something to tell on those boring...
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phoolsfire:
if your satuday night and my saturday night got together, it might be a cuase for suicide.
i think there was a time when i didn't like beer, waaaay back in the day, if your interested in starting a palatable acquistion for the stuff, i could send you a list of good uns to start out on.
" you like a certain type of guy, so all the guys essentially have something in common, you know--so the first guy you loved (i'm guessing it was the first guy) will have a lasting effect, yeah? so every guy yr with, you'll see bits of him in em."...
ummm, the first love, he ended up in prison because of his hippy lifestyle and his "love of the cheeb" the second was waaaay different, think of the guy from American psycho and i'd like to think i'm beyond types...even though theres probally some truth in this...maybe. i was talking more about my morbid and sick obsession to seek out old loves...you know the drunken phone call at 3am and desperatly try to rekindle some sick idealized bullshit...see the 12 person rule...anywho
sooo i dig the poem or song or whatever,... its very fitting to my situaltion...i think?
your pictures make you seem more like a deep dark serial killer, is that what you were goin for?, i think you look more like a cute whimsicle serial killer... uhhh.. well different than your pictures anyway.
i think there was a time when i didn't like beer, waaaay back in the day, if your interested in starting a palatable acquistion for the stuff, i could send you a list of good uns to start out on.
" you like a certain type of guy, so all the guys essentially have something in common, you know--so the first guy you loved (i'm guessing it was the first guy) will have a lasting effect, yeah? so every guy yr with, you'll see bits of him in em."...
ummm, the first love, he ended up in prison because of his hippy lifestyle and his "love of the cheeb" the second was waaaay different, think of the guy from American psycho and i'd like to think i'm beyond types...even though theres probally some truth in this...maybe. i was talking more about my morbid and sick obsession to seek out old loves...you know the drunken phone call at 3am and desperatly try to rekindle some sick idealized bullshit...see the 12 person rule...anywho
sooo i dig the poem or song or whatever,... its very fitting to my situaltion...i think?
your pictures make you seem more like a deep dark serial killer, is that what you were goin for?, i think you look more like a cute whimsicle serial killer... uhhh.. well different than your pictures anyway.
i'm halfway thru my lil journal/notebook thingie. Best 77cents i've spent in a while. Actually, i believe s copped it for me. Either way.
I cut my hair last night. I had it in a ponytail and couldnt stop myself. Before i knew it, the scissors were in my hand and all i could really hear was the shirk, shirk, shirk of scissors thru hair....
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I cut my hair last night. I had it in a ponytail and couldnt stop myself. Before i knew it, the scissors were in my hand and all i could really hear was the shirk, shirk, shirk of scissors thru hair....
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judas:
i thought i took your last entry very matter of factly. maybe you took my reply far too seriously.
phoolsfire:
i am a chemical queen, in the words of maggie estep, i have.."manicures, pedicures, and new age ritualistic enema cures" none of them give you a sound state of mind.. in fact, i'm drunk right now... 
i've spent hundreds of dollars on teas.. smoke pot and cut your hair, oddly enough, thats exactly what i want.
have you noticed my penchant for being highly impressionable?
i've spent hundreds of dollars on teas.. smoke pot and cut your hair, oddly enough, thats exactly what i want.
have you noticed my penchant for being highly impressionable?
Whatever that be which thinks, understands, wills and acts, it is something celestial and divine.
i dont often wish death upon anyone. i just sometimes hope for a suicide or two.
that sounds very much like the opening line of some shitty emo song, huh? maybe the chorus. Maybe, if sung correctly, some lame-ass deathmetal anthem, eh? eh? eh? think about it.
Finding Nimo has...
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i dont often wish death upon anyone. i just sometimes hope for a suicide or two.
that sounds very much like the opening line of some shitty emo song, huh? maybe the chorus. Maybe, if sung correctly, some lame-ass deathmetal anthem, eh? eh? eh? think about it.
Finding Nimo has...
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propaganda4u:
Sounds kinda "smooky" to me
phoolsfire:
"Every once in a while, I wake up with a great pain, like someone just popped me in the ear."
thats because i pop you in the ear while your sleeping
my sexual fantasty is to do it in a burrito,... oh wait thats a flash back of mtv's spring break 99
"Yes, thats right, kiddies, Ill take advantage of a drunk Dustin Hoffman."... your a sick sick man
funny with the skinkheads *lol*
thats because i pop you in the ear while your sleeping
my sexual fantasty is to do it in a burrito,... oh wait thats a flash back of mtv's spring break 99
"Yes, thats right, kiddies, Ill take advantage of a drunk Dustin Hoffman."... your a sick sick man
funny with the skinkheads *lol*
Playing BloodRayne 2. I'm in the nightclub part of one of the levels and am stuck like a bastard. I know what to do, but cant do it. I'm supposed to hook the baddies with my lil chain thingie and whip em into the speakers. But i cant. Too many people on screen, always getting my ass knocked around. I can get three guys, but...
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figmentation:
no idea about capricorn... i'll look it up...
what's your moon and rising?
And yes, old men can probally hide the boobie staring thing better. hmm...
The consistant pursuit of t&a could be a contributing factor as to why americans are so unintelligent with all that blood flow being diverted away from the mass within the cranial bones.
Possibly???
Anger stems from fear. Any issues you have in regards to security, self worth, pleasing others, ect. need to be dealt with and laid to rest so that you may be at peace, go on with your life and let go of your anger.
Anger will eventually manifest itself as a disease, if given the time to incubate. It also takes a hellva lot of energy to be angry. You know you can better use your energies in ways other than being angry. (most times whatever we're angry about really doesn't matter to anyone but us.)
Anger is also a control issue. look into that part too...
what's your moon and rising?
And yes, old men can probally hide the boobie staring thing better. hmm...
The consistant pursuit of t&a could be a contributing factor as to why americans are so unintelligent with all that blood flow being diverted away from the mass within the cranial bones.
Possibly???
Anger stems from fear. Any issues you have in regards to security, self worth, pleasing others, ect. need to be dealt with and laid to rest so that you may be at peace, go on with your life and let go of your anger.
Anger will eventually manifest itself as a disease, if given the time to incubate. It also takes a hellva lot of energy to be angry. You know you can better use your energies in ways other than being angry. (most times whatever we're angry about really doesn't matter to anyone but us.)
Anger is also a control issue. look into that part too...
phoolsfire:
well at least you let go of bitches... thats mines botches..ha
what did you think of I heart huckabees? i haven't seen it and am debating, i've heard both good and bad stuff about it.
i'm not a serious person, and when i read serious poetry, all i can think of is that Talor Mali poem.. ? about the poet...
where he talks about all the techniques a poet uses..
"and i can conjour up images like a lobsterman with a trustfund, wearing berkinstokcs, drinking an espresso"
but uhg...nice poems.
my sister went to highschool with richard pryors daughter. but i want to find the sixth degree of seperation beteen me and sam kenison.
what did you think of I heart huckabees? i haven't seen it and am debating, i've heard both good and bad stuff about it.
i'm not a serious person, and when i read serious poetry, all i can think of is that Talor Mali poem.. ? about the poet...
where he talks about all the techniques a poet uses..
"and i can conjour up images like a lobsterman with a trustfund, wearing berkinstokcs, drinking an espresso"
but uhg...nice poems.
my sister went to highschool with richard pryors daughter. but i want to find the sixth degree of seperation beteen me and sam kenison.
3 Movie Rules:
!) If the cover art for the movie includes a halogram, images leaping from the package or is generally... neat looking, the movie sucks. The distributers spent waaay too much on the packaging, marketing and overall decieving of the public, and not enough on producing a worthwile product.
(this, of course, doesnt refer to Special Editions et al, mostly to low budget...
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!) If the cover art for the movie includes a halogram, images leaping from the package or is generally... neat looking, the movie sucks. The distributers spent waaay too much on the packaging, marketing and overall decieving of the public, and not enough on producing a worthwile product.
(this, of course, doesnt refer to Special Editions et al, mostly to low budget...
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phoolsfire:
do all cops have a napoleon complex?
this is just something i've noticed.
do former rap stars or previously great rockers count even if they don't make music any more? what about for t.v. shows... i personally like ice-t as detective tutuolia.
this is just something i've noticed.
do former rap stars or previously great rockers count even if they don't make music any more? what about for t.v. shows... i personally like ice-t as detective tutuolia.
Hello, insecurity, my old friend.
Weekend is here, so fuck this.
I've got a headache, i'm sleepy, AJ's trying to sell me a bag, J had his diver side window kicked in by some dude thinking he was someone else. I'm bored and tired and everything else.
If you need me, you know how to reach me, bitches.
Weekend is here, so fuck this.
I've got a headache, i'm sleepy, AJ's trying to sell me a bag, J had his diver side window kicked in by some dude thinking he was someone else. I'm bored and tired and everything else.
If you need me, you know how to reach me, bitches.
phoolsfire:
you can't say bitches, i say bitches, bitches. why don't you head over here to "normal" it'll be fun
Today was a wonderful day. I wont go (too far) into poetics about it, just the basics, as usual.
My parents are going on a vacation the 16th. They take about 2 vacations a year, once in the spring, once in the fall. And i'm tellin ya, those kids need it. They're doing more together these days, which is good. They need to get back...
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My parents are going on a vacation the 16th. They take about 2 vacations a year, once in the spring, once in the fall. And i'm tellin ya, those kids need it. They're doing more together these days, which is good. They need to get back...
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propaganda4u:
Damn, I knew it was the sex toys at the hardware store, wasn't it. My loss.
FREAKS. it about this high society trapeases artist who marries into the circus freak world and at first the freaks accept her by chanting
"one of us, one of us, we accept her, one of us, google goggle, one of.." very freaky for a nine year old to watch when mom has to work late and big sis is left to baby sit. they have, (had) it in your local public library, in the art department, go and rent it imeeeediently.
why would you want to forget today, humility is the bloodlife of exsistance....i just made that up.
i just recently found out that an "eigth" costs like alot of money, i remember when it was like 20 bucks.