**Update**
I'm one of the people that actually deserve to die a firey death.
So, it's true, i'm an emotional masochist. But fuckit, right? Whatever makes me happy, even if it's feeling miserable.
So i expect a lot from people, too much. I set standards too high. So high that the person i'm setting them for can't possibly achieve 'em.
And when they cant, dont,...
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I'm one of the people that actually deserve to die a firey death.
So, it's true, i'm an emotional masochist. But fuckit, right? Whatever makes me happy, even if it's feeling miserable.
So i expect a lot from people, too much. I set standards too high. So high that the person i'm setting them for can't possibly achieve 'em.
And when they cant, dont,...
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First off, i gotta say that the truck is a fucking monster. I was tippin' 100 coming back into town 
Motherfucker.
I might need to upgrade...
Secondly, i just realized that people in love piss me off. i went to 5 random journals, 3 of which had really lovey, relationship heavy posts.
I'm sure this is something i've been annoyed with before, but it's really...
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Motherfucker.
I might need to upgrade...
Secondly, i just realized that people in love piss me off. i went to 5 random journals, 3 of which had really lovey, relationship heavy posts.
I'm sure this is something i've been annoyed with before, but it's really...
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figmentation:
well... why not? and are you sure you want to be???
phoolsfire:
well. as a structualist, i'd ave to say that first, "your white privialge allows you to not think about race". and as a person of color, i'd have to say its insightful that you recognize the generalizations that minorities face all the time, and you need to actively work to erase race and gender. as a person...i'm like whoa dude, that some heavy shit, 
i called my friend in michigan, and trips off
i can't get her to fucking realize she needs to leave a bad situation. and if i go up to get her, it would just be a repeat of what happened last time.
i arranged to have my midterm taken today, so no need to worry about missing class
i got all weekend free if you wanna hook-up
i called my friend in michigan, and trips off
i can't get her to fucking realize she needs to leave a bad situation. and if i go up to get her, it would just be a repeat of what happened last time.
i arranged to have my midterm taken today, so no need to worry about missing class
i got all weekend free if you wanna hook-up
I woke up this morning not feeling too swift. The first thing i did after i got up was vomit.
And i still can taste it in the back of my throat.
It's the nerves, i can tell. My hands are tingling and i feel light headed, sleepy. It's the nerves. Goddamnit. It's cos of the truck. I know it. Its cos i have to...
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And i still can taste it in the back of my throat.
It's the nerves, i can tell. My hands are tingling and i feel light headed, sleepy. It's the nerves. Goddamnit. It's cos of the truck. I know it. Its cos i have to...
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Who cares what psychiatrists write on walls?
So, Saturday the boys finally show up. Around 1230 in the AM. We play four gamestwo-on-two, Sammy and I VS Millie and Clint.
First game went to Sammy and me, 50-48.
Second game to Millie and Clint, 50-46.
Third game, me and Sammy got DUSTED 26-50.
Last game, 50-43Samuel and I.
The two maps we lost on were...
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So, Saturday the boys finally show up. Around 1230 in the AM. We play four gamestwo-on-two, Sammy and I VS Millie and Clint.
First game went to Sammy and me, 50-48.
Second game to Millie and Clint, 50-46.
Third game, me and Sammy got DUSTED 26-50.
Last game, 50-43Samuel and I.
The two maps we lost on were...
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propaganda4u:
Don't worry, the bank will take the money back. Those bastards will account for everything and track it down to your account... even if it is a year from now... then they will make you pay it back. Bastards!
That dead apartment was damn cool. A little narrow and not much light in some places, but great for parties. I was paying $1200 CAD for it. I suppose around $975 US. A good chunk of money, however, when compared to paying $2,200 when I lived in Washington D.C.....
The pictures didn't turn out as bad as I wished. They are going to gut the place entirely. It is a gonner. My new place is OK much more light and cheaper. And it doesn't smell like smoke and rotting carpet.
That dead apartment was damn cool. A little narrow and not much light in some places, but great for parties. I was paying $1200 CAD for it. I suppose around $975 US. A good chunk of money, however, when compared to paying $2,200 when I lived in Washington D.C.....
The pictures didn't turn out as bad as I wished. They are going to gut the place entirely. It is a gonner. My new place is OK much more light and cheaper. And it doesn't smell like smoke and rotting carpet.
phoolsfire:
what bank do you have, and what are their membership requirements?
it is exit 165 bitches... look it up, stay on right side of 74, and take the chicago side, then the next two exits are 164 and 165a! call me when you get in,
"Biggest difference between me and Guey:
Guey thinks he knows shit, i know i dont. "
the wise man knows he knows noting"
no go young grasshopper and spread the wisdom .....or just the wiz?
it is exit 165 bitches... look it up, stay on right side of 74, and take the chicago side, then the next two exits are 164 and 165a! call me when you get in,
"Biggest difference between me and Guey:
Guey thinks he knows shit, i know i dont. "
the wise man knows he knows noting"
no go young grasshopper and spread the wisdom .....or just the wiz?
this sucks. from around 530-930 i tried waking sammy up. it's only1000 now. the guys arent here yet--i'm starting to think that i brought the cider-block--err--xbox for nothing.
i should have stayed in P-Town--atleast then i could have had fun.
still eary, more to come.
I'll be the one to show you the way
You'll be the one to always complain
3 in the morning...
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i should have stayed in P-Town--atleast then i could have had fun.
still eary, more to come.
I'll be the one to show you the way
You'll be the one to always complain
3 in the morning...
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propaganda4u:
The fire ended up costing me around $5,000.
I am not really a southern man. I lived in south for awhile and my dad's side of the family is from the south... so, I suppose that I am, by defaut a little, slightly southern. I can bring on the accent at will... which can be usefull at times. The south is fun to visit, but I cannot see myself as a permanent resident.
I am not really a southern man. I lived in south for awhile and my dad's side of the family is from the south... so, I suppose that I am, by defaut a little, slightly southern. I can bring on the accent at will... which can be usefull at times. The south is fun to visit, but I cannot see myself as a permanent resident.
phoolsfire:
"Wasn't Good Ol Rob talking about not commiting being suicide by tiny increments"
yeah, thats what i meant, like i spent three years just hanging out, not really into the whole thing,...anyway,
and if it helps any, i met the other decatur guy, in an s&m club under the pretext that i was into that whole humiliation thing, which i was...but thats a different story.
you should've given sammy the ol warm water trick, or just peeed (ed? how do you spell the past tense of pee?) on him your self.
"Wasn't Good Ol Rob talking about not commiting being suicide by tiny increments"
yeah, thats what i meant, like i spent three years just hanging out, not really into the whole thing,...anyway,
and if it helps any, i met the other decatur guy, in an s&m club under the pretext that i was into that whole humiliation thing, which i was...but thats a different story.
you should've given sammy the ol warm water trick, or just peeed (ed? how do you spell the past tense of pee?) on him your self.
Clint's back. He's on leave, i guess. He drove over from Cali and i dunno how long he's gonna be back in town.
He says he's been back a week or so.
I like Clint. I didnt much know him in HS (we ran with different crowds), but today i'm thankful to call him a friend. He tells wonderful stories with incredible detail. So much...
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He says he's been back a week or so.
I like Clint. I didnt much know him in HS (we ran with different crowds), but today i'm thankful to call him a friend. He tells wonderful stories with incredible detail. So much...
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phoolsfire:
theres no exit 165... where the fuck am i? i'm soo confused. well shit. i'll be passing through on my way back from canton. i'll give ya a ring
I like how people talk sometimes. I like listening to people with accents (all 'cept southern accents). I like listening to people speaking inna different language.
I like listening to people, the way they describe things. You can tell a lot about someone by the language they use in casual conversations.
Students are REALLY fun to listen to. The thing about students is it's all...
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I like listening to people, the way they describe things. You can tell a lot about someone by the language they use in casual conversations.
Students are REALLY fun to listen to. The thing about students is it's all...
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phoolsfire:
i recomend for your health, that you up it to nine hours of sleep, lay off the caffine!!! start drinking tea, preferably camomile, or pepermint. oh, and buy some grapes and other fruits, but espically grapes, eat them for breakfast, on an empty stomach, then eat them with lunch, do this for like three days, either it will work mairaculously, or you will simply learn to hate grapes.
Is that (65$) how much the nil8+mindless self indulgence tickets cost? god i hope not, we could've gotten them at the door for like 40ish.
Is that (65$) how much the nil8+mindless self indulgence tickets cost? god i hope not, we could've gotten them at the door for like 40ish.
Another crack at this whole not getting lost thing... but even as i look at the map i'm getting bad vibes.
i'm NOT going to get lost.
I will buy a map when i get there.
i'll give a full report when i get back.
I feel so intimidated.
I told Jerry of my last trip to Bloomington/Normal. About my disorientation and being stranded on...
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i'm NOT going to get lost.
I will buy a map when i get there.
i'll give a full report when i get back.
I feel so intimidated.
I told Jerry of my last trip to Bloomington/Normal. About my disorientation and being stranded on...
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phoolsfire:
yeah, you found your way, but your not even gonna go now you should send a pipe bomb to work and come anyway!!!
i got tennis elbow from masterbating once!
you seem to be a little preocupied with the fire aspect of dying, all those different ways to burn, i just hope you remember there are other ways, car accidnet, execution by gunshot, decapitiation,etc. all seemingly harmless and compleatly viable options
have a good day
you should send a pipe bomb to work and come anyway!!!
i got tennis elbow from masterbating once!
you seem to be a little preocupied with the fire aspect of dying, all those different ways to burn, i just hope you remember there are other ways, car accidnet, execution by gunshot, decapitiation,etc. all seemingly harmless and compleatly viable options
have a good day
judas:
vulgar?
infomercial?
vegan?
infomercial?
vegan?
Last month, Chuck, who was the supervisor at the time (but has gone on to be a Head Supervisor), told me that sooner or later i was going to have to conform to the working schedule.
He told me this with so much impudence it made me want to quit on the spot.
The reason he had to reinforce his grip on me is because...
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He told me this with so much impudence it made me want to quit on the spot.
The reason he had to reinforce his grip on me is because...
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phoolsfire:
yeah, ok, i was over him, but now who am i gonna go to the show with?
sounds like someone's employee needs a pipe bomb!!
what other jobs are there in peoria that you could do? you could work at the library? oor the ....i don't know, the library was the best job i ever had in peoria
sounds like someone's employee needs a pipe bomb!!
what other jobs are there in peoria that you could do? you could work at the library? oor the ....i don't know, the library was the best job i ever had in peoria
I'm having stomach problems. This happens every once inna while--I have no appetite. My stomach is all crampy, kinda nauseous. This happens every once inna while. And it's all acidictummy acid keeps popping up my throat.
I'm not hungry for anything, i just feel sick. Not ill sick, just... i dunno, not feeling ickyit feels like nerves.
Weekend Thoughts (oooo-oh, wordplay)
Whilst vacuumingusing a canister...
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I'm not hungry for anything, i just feel sick. Not ill sick, just... i dunno, not feeling ickyit feels like nerves.
Weekend Thoughts (oooo-oh, wordplay)
Whilst vacuumingusing a canister...
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figmentation:
my tummy does that too... but it's usually realated to my female stuff.
and if you didn't smoke so much you'd think more...
and if you didn't smoke so much you'd think more...
i feel the need in the summer to revert to my adolecent days too. wait till you see my hair cut!
are you lying about your shoes because you have inadequate feelings elsewhere...like in your sock size