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I hate Hardees. I hate their fries, their curley fries, and i hate the people that work there.
How hard is "No Onions?"
i feel sick. i cant eat onions. i should vomit and just get it over with.

Haha! sobriety, my nemisis. AJ's in the pokey till the tenth and i smoked my last joint last night. I should have done something after smoking it, instead i just flipped thru a porn catalogue and laughed at the shit.
and then made a list of things to add to my collection.
i have yet to buy a midget porno--i think that might be my next acquisition.
to soothe the transition into sobriety i nicked four oxycots from my father, loaded up on sleeping pills, and bought a bottle of EverClear.
take that, body!

i've been taking a break from technology. no computer, no phone, no videogames, nothing.
'cept the dvd player, cable tv, and music.
i did so just to recover from the crappy weekend that turned into a crappy week. i wrote something that i'll post tomorrow.
yup.

i cant listen to hip hop anymore. atleast not for a month. or industrial. i can feel a metal phase coming on.

i'm where i am because of the choices i made. it's my own fault and no one elses. but, now that i'm here, what do i do?

tell me where do you go when your money's all gone?
when your friends are all gone? when your love is all gone?
no right turns, always seems to be wrong
all goes bad, it's so hard to be strong
it's an uphill battle i don't think i can win
i try to do right but i'm surrounded by sin
say, he's a better man, don't compare me to him
i've climbed the highest tree, now i'm stuck on a limb

i look for guiding light, but the bulbs they all burned out
got up to the door and the lights they all turned out
said they couldn't teach me, so i guess i'm all learned out
saw my soul die, didn't fly, it just squirmed out
in the blink of an eye i turned my home to a house
i know what to say, but no words will come out
my time's almost up, i don't have any doubts
i said my time's almost up and i don't have any doubts

i'm gonna hold on as long as i can here
and my american dream, i have some doubts there
i'm gonna hold on as long as i can here
and my american dream, i have some doubts there