akasnuggles

I didnt go into work today. It was partially because i had food poisoning (probably), partially because it was 830am and i was in between a buzz and a hangover, and partially because i didnt wanna face up to AJ or Hazel (his grandmother, who i work with).
Here's the big difference between the demon alcohol and the demon weed (for me, atleast)alcohol impairs my ability to function, physically, on nearly any level, but my mind appears clear. If i were drunk and sitting there, you wouldnt be able to tell i was drunk via my speech pattern.
If i got up to walk somewhere or light a cigarette, then you'd be able to tell.
When i'm stoned i walk and talk normally, physically i seem intact. Mentally, though, i'm fucked. I cant hold onto ideas, i'm entertained by...pretty much anything, etc.
So i'm totally out of weed. I havent gotten any confirmation on whether AJ was picked up on possession charges or if he was in the wrong place at the wrong time and was picked up because he was with the wrong people.
I really, really hope it was the latter. AJ was a decent middle man, i dont wanna go back to Jed.
That, and if he was picked up onna drug charge, you know, i'm out 50$.

so, here's the thing: what if you're wrong?

i'm tired and i feel like shit.

I woke up today
to find myself in the other place
with a trail of footprints
from where I ran away
it seems everything I've heard
just might be true
and you know me
(well you think you do)
sometimes, I have everything - yet I wish I felt something