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Every time i try to normalize my behavior i seem to get burned. But it's always fun for me to see people i've known for a bit look at me ands say, I'm glad yr finally straightening out...

my hand hurts.

Last night i took my first drink in a lil over 2 months, and immediately realized why i stopped drinkingalcohol makes me feel like shit. With that lil reminder, i'm swearing off alcohol. Again.
I'll only drink when celebrating,and even then in moderation.
Alcohol makes me feel heavy, like i've got weights on my ankles. It seems to amplify whichever mood i'm in at the momentso if i'm feeling a lil bad, after a few drinks, i'm feeling alotta bad.

I fell asleep around 7am this morning, was woken up at 11. it was my father telling me he borrowed my car and ran my gas out. He was telling me, you know, just for a heads up.
When i asked him why he didnt put gas in, he told me he didnt have the time. That Andrea (my sis) was going to be here inna minute to take him somewhere.

Ugh.
I need more sleep.

Boop.