i've been going thru extreme periods of melancholy all day. One moment i'm fine, the next my face is burning, i'm numb/depressed and tired. Wtf?
I'd have left tonight. I'd have just up and leftpoofgone.
Gone.
But... i forgot my paycheck at home, had 13 cigarettes left and four bucks in my pocket.
And i needed to wash my hair.
Every once in a while i get the urge to flee. Usually it's when i pass airport signs... whatever, i suppose.
i'd predict this weekend is gonna suck, but i was wrong last week...so... heh. It has a strong likelihood of sucking.
S works tomorrowno big surprise there. Sunday he's gonna hijack me and Jed, take us to a strip club. The child has serious issues. Since the last trip there he's bought condoms. I completely dig that he hasnt been laid in, like, three years... but... whatever.
i've been looking for ways to skip out on the Saturday trip, but keep coming up with nothing. Jed might help for the simple reason that he's a burner and should be pretty mellow... but S is intent on getting tits and ass in his face, so he and Jed'll most likely leave me at the table to go to the stage... i hate being left alone in places. Yeah.
And sunday i have to go in early... which'll such.
But AJ has blessed me with two bags, which should help me thru the weekend.
That kid, by the way, has a poor since of timehe said twenty minutes and it was... like... thirty. Heh.
Gonna watch Igby Goes Down againit's that kind of mood.
Boop.
it doesnt dawn on me that buying weed is illegal until i'm walking away with a bag in my pocket.
i feel like shit. time to take a shower and try not to drown.
I'd have left tonight. I'd have just up and leftpoofgone.
Gone.
But... i forgot my paycheck at home, had 13 cigarettes left and four bucks in my pocket.
And i needed to wash my hair.
Every once in a while i get the urge to flee. Usually it's when i pass airport signs... whatever, i suppose.
i'd predict this weekend is gonna suck, but i was wrong last week...so... heh. It has a strong likelihood of sucking.
S works tomorrowno big surprise there. Sunday he's gonna hijack me and Jed, take us to a strip club. The child has serious issues. Since the last trip there he's bought condoms. I completely dig that he hasnt been laid in, like, three years... but... whatever.
i've been looking for ways to skip out on the Saturday trip, but keep coming up with nothing. Jed might help for the simple reason that he's a burner and should be pretty mellow... but S is intent on getting tits and ass in his face, so he and Jed'll most likely leave me at the table to go to the stage... i hate being left alone in places. Yeah.
And sunday i have to go in early... which'll such.
But AJ has blessed me with two bags, which should help me thru the weekend.
That kid, by the way, has a poor since of timehe said twenty minutes and it was... like... thirty. Heh.
Gonna watch Igby Goes Down againit's that kind of mood.
Boop.
it doesnt dawn on me that buying weed is illegal until i'm walking away with a bag in my pocket.
i feel like shit. time to take a shower and try not to drown.
someitmes i feel like that too, mostly when the weather is like this.i recomend turning on all the lights in the house/or room and blairing some marley as loud as possible.
so i watched that movie you gave me, and i had seen it when i was younger, as lovely as it was, i still feel like it was a little half baked, maybe there could've been more, thats the same thing i remember from when i was little, being like... sooo....ok, now what happens? yeah?
oh, thers a bunch of shows here in bloomington this weekend, if your interested, you could use that as a reason to not go to the nastiness that is "fantasy land"