This is how my life goes:
Shit's good, then it's bad, then it's good again. Then it gets bad, then really bad, then worse, then super-worse, then i stop caring.
And shit gets good again.
My life is all about happiness. I honestly believe it's the meaning of life. Happiness. The general response i get when i tell people this is ...That's stupid.
And it's not. It might be a little simplistic, damnit, but it's not stupid. Let me break this down: My goal in life is to be as happy as possible whilst also insuring the happiness of the people around me. Which is weird, because i hateHATEpeople. But that's not the point. The point is, people hear happy and think rainbows and such, when what i'm talking about is individual happiness.
Making films makes me happy, so i wanna be a filmmaker. There are certain things that i have to do to become a filmmaker, some of which i dont wanna do, some of which i dont like to do. But i have to do it. I might not always be happy with what's going on, but that is a part of life.
Deal with it. It'll be worth it in the end when i'm doing what i love.
And that keeps me going.
I'm a fuckin libertine at heart. I wanna feel happy about what i'm doing with my life, with what i'm putting out there. I just wanna feel complete, so maybe Happiness is the wrong word and Fulfillment right word. Either way. Sacrifices have been made, a balance has been struck, it's too late to turn back.
I'm a cross between John Gotti and Mahatma Ghandi
Look between pimp and square, you probably find me
Shit's good, then it's bad, then it's good again. Then it gets bad, then really bad, then worse, then super-worse, then i stop caring.
And shit gets good again.
My life is all about happiness. I honestly believe it's the meaning of life. Happiness. The general response i get when i tell people this is ...That's stupid.
And it's not. It might be a little simplistic, damnit, but it's not stupid. Let me break this down: My goal in life is to be as happy as possible whilst also insuring the happiness of the people around me. Which is weird, because i hateHATEpeople. But that's not the point. The point is, people hear happy and think rainbows and such, when what i'm talking about is individual happiness.
Making films makes me happy, so i wanna be a filmmaker. There are certain things that i have to do to become a filmmaker, some of which i dont wanna do, some of which i dont like to do. But i have to do it. I might not always be happy with what's going on, but that is a part of life.
Deal with it. It'll be worth it in the end when i'm doing what i love.
And that keeps me going.
I'm a fuckin libertine at heart. I wanna feel happy about what i'm doing with my life, with what i'm putting out there. I just wanna feel complete, so maybe Happiness is the wrong word and Fulfillment right word. Either way. Sacrifices have been made, a balance has been struck, it's too late to turn back.
I'm a cross between John Gotti and Mahatma Ghandi
Look between pimp and square, you probably find me
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my life is pretty balanced right now...avian flu aside, i pretty much only notice when things don't go as planed, this causes stress. and this is bad, but with proper planing, most of the time this can be avoided.