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So- I am gonna be moving- for real this time. My parents are finally fed up with my freeloading asshole brother and they have told us they will be renting out the house. So I have a month or so to find a place- I am looking forward to it for sure. Since my brother is a pain in my ass and I hate him...
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giggles:
i hope you can find a nice place
holydiver13:
Hello! xD
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So, my new mantra is fuck it. It can be replaced by the following: you, yourself, him, her, them, all of y'all and you and the horse you rode in on.

I just need to stop caring. Maybe then, people and their fucked up selves won't get to me. It is fucking amazing to me that all I do is try to help others, yet...
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giggles:
nice
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I love a long nap after a beautiful weekend.

That said, someone has come back into my life and I am not sure what I am feeling anymore.

I care deeply for him, but also remember the way I was hurt by him. I cannot get it out of my head long enough to really look at whether or not I can make something work...
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giggles:
you said it



..........................I cannot go through that again...................


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What a great Saturday and Sunday...

Saying goodbye sucks....
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Hey folks, thought I'd write a quick update before I got to bed.

Let's see- I still hate my job, my brother is still the oldest teenager I know, I am enjoying school and I am tired.

On the love front, I am scared as hell that I am gonna get hurt again. A big part of me is so happy at the prospect, but...
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faust3:
You're up late tonight....
giggles:
well and tired also
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I am gonna go ahead and say it........ I HATE BEING SINGLE. There I said it.

I spend a lot of time thinking that I am good with the singleness. I let others know that I don't need a man to "complete" me. And I don't. But I hate the days that I just want to curl up next to someone and watch TV. Today...
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giggles:
that's true^^
lillithvain:
Hey lady,

It's been a while. I know. I'm a bad friend. I'll let you spank me a little to make up for it. wink

I know that somedays are harder than others when you are alone. I have faith that you will be just fine though. Don't settle for less than what you deserve.

xo
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Hello out there. How have y'all been?

Things have been hectic for me. Work has sucked as usual. I still want to quit but have not found anything new. Part of me just feels like I should be stronger and tough it out but I don't want to be miserable while I go through school. That said, I am full swing into school and I...
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giggles:
have a good easter sunday
giggles:
very low key easter we just made mac and cheese and my dad made ham
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Today was a much better day. Though I am still mentally exhausted from the busy and awful week. I am looking forward to a weekend of doing nothing. I had planned things to do Saturday and Sunday, but all I am looking forward to is sleeping and resting. I hate to be a flake, but if I go out this weekend, I am going to...
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giggles:
just stay in and chill out
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Today and yesterday sucked big time at work. I hate this company so bad i cannot even explain it. Oh well. i am counting down now.

I began my classes this week. I am so happy. But I am still apprehensive about the online format. But given the past few days I have had at work, I am making myself be OK with it. I...
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giggles:
you will succeed and kick a$$
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It has been so warm these past few days. I am enjoying it so much. The sun feels so good and always improves my mood- got to love that natural Vitamin D.

I have been experiencing a lot of happy days. Shit, maybe I shouldn't jinx it by talking about it. But I am not used to not bitching until I have a migraine about...
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giggles:
the hubs likes the sun too, now that he has a cold he likes to sit out there like a lizard soaking it all up