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I just made it home after an amazing weekend away. The drive was great. Aside from basking in the afterglow, I enjoyed driving in the rain and got to see numerous giant rainbows all along the 5.

I also listened to an audiobook- Nicholas Sparks' True Believer/ At First Sight Box Set. This trip was my first opportunity to enjoy an audiobook. It made the...
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So- I went out of town without my Mac- dammit. So I'm posting from my iPhone.

So I thought I'd be drinking chianti... Turns out I'm drinking Syrah. It's yummy. I'm so glad I was able to get away for the weekend. I definitely need the R & R.

The more I keep thinking about leaving, the more I am thinking it will be good...
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So, I am looking forward to moving to TX, but I am suddenly having an apprehensive feeling. The feeling stemming from the huge change I will be making; but I am also just beginning to realize the scope of everything.

1. I am going to be leaving all of my friends and I will be moving to the middle of nowhere. I have 2 friends...
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I am in a hating Sunday kind of mood. I would almost rather go to the dentist than go to work tomorrow and I really, really hate the dentist.

The bright side to Monday that it is one day closer to next weekend and I cannot wait to escape into a few days of bliss.

I foresee drinking lots and lots of chianti.

Some stuff I wrote:

9-16-09 (for my bartender)
Dancing with the thoughts of tangling lips and fingertips.
Clouds swirl around my head as I think of your hands and kisses.

Feeling the chianti-
I think of the things that could be.
Hours in bed discovering mutual bliss.
The thoughts of you are not easy to dismiss.

Memories of your lips against mine,
Dance around and...
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So I am home after a great weekend up in Nor Cal. I can't wait til I get to go back! Hope that everyone out there had a safe and happy New Year's weekend.

So, I am doing better since finding out about the death of my ex. I have decided at this time not contact his daughter because of all of the things that transpired when I left him. Thanks for the kindness!

I am one step closer to moving to TX, but it looks like the actual move won't take place until the Summer of 2010. I...
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I just found out that my ex fiance died a few years ago. As much as I hated the way he treated me, I never in a million years would have wanted him to die so young. My heart is breaking for his daughter; I was a mother to her for 5 years of her young life and I cannot even begin to imagine what...
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So after this weekend, I have a whole new love for the song Sex on Fire. Hope all is well out there.

So, I'm gonna be a Texan at some point next year. I have decided that I need a change. I am getting sick of CA. I need to find some peace. While I am there, I am going to go back to school and get my teaching credential. I am sick of working not making a difference in the world. Seriously, even if I only...
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