Another weekend over. I am hungover and am cranky at the thought of waking up in 7 hours. I had a long talk with my best friend and her hubby about my reasons for moving. It was an enlightening conversation. I really had to look at why I want to move across the country. The answer is fairly simple: I want to create change in my life. I am stagnant and bored here in So Cal. I am not moving forward and essentially feel like I am losing who I am.
Sometimes I think I might be making a huge mistake. But it is one that I think I need to make.
This is something I should have done in my mid 20s, you know, make a reckless, crazy decision to uproot my entire life. But in my mid 20s, I was playing house with a man who didn't love me and raising his child. At this point in my life, I may never have the opportunity to be reckless and make this kind of leap again.
Then, there is my faith and spirituality. That is a whole separate situation. I will save that for later.
Night out there.
Sometimes I think I might be making a huge mistake. But it is one that I think I need to make.
This is something I should have done in my mid 20s, you know, make a reckless, crazy decision to uproot my entire life. But in my mid 20s, I was playing house with a man who didn't love me and raising his child. At this point in my life, I may never have the opportunity to be reckless and make this kind of leap again.
Then, there is my faith and spirituality. That is a whole separate situation. I will save that for later.
Night out there.
jmdb:
what ever you feel is rite for you do it
giggles:
i support you