akasha823

Happy New Year Folks.

So I wish I could say that I had a good start to 2008, but I really didn't. I was with my friends and their jerk of a friend was rude to me at the party. But I made Seafood Gumbo and that was a hit. And I kicked ass at Catchphrase. Since I was the only single person there, I played for both teams . That kind of sucked at first cuz I was a little uncomfortable being the 7th wheel.

I didn't have anyone to kiss at midnight and that sucked a bit. I cried myself to sleep because I stupidly let myself feel lonely and woke up feeling shitty. Then to top off all that.... I went to back my car out of the driveway and I hit a piece of chain link fence that was sticking out and scratched the hell out of my car.

Ah well...

I am back to feeling good about the celibacy choice, even though it left me lonely on my favorite holiday. But I am tired of all the bullshit that goes along with the guys I usually date. It's like they forget that it is OK for a guy to have feelings and that telling lies is always a bad thing. It is funny when I argue with guys that I know who say girls will screw over a nice guy for bad boy any day. I happen to believe that is false because the so called bad boys aren't always bad. But let's face it- an asshole is an asshole. I would rather be alone than be with an asshole.

So afterall this I say- Bring it on 2008. I am healthy and have a place to call home and have friends and family who I love- I am pretty damn lucky. And hopefully this year will bring a new job that I will actually like and maybe faith in mankind again.


Hope you are all well.

XOXOX