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akasha823

Somewhere in the great beyond

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Wednesday Apr 04, 2007

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Just some words......

3-15-07
Filling this book-
With these thoughts of you,
Though your eyes I've never seen;
And your hand I've never shook;
I can't help but wonder,
Does your heart also ponder,
The idea that this could be true?

Connections made
Over imaginary lines-
Visions of what could be
Threaten to cover my eyes-
To make rationality blind.

Nervous excitement
Teen-like anticipation...
My soul on display-
But will you accept the invitation?

How can this be?
I become all smiles
When I think of what all this could mean.

But there it comes again-
Crippling fear that warns
Of believing too soon
That you may be
My Sun and My Moon.

4-2-07
Tell me you're not too good to be true.
Wandering so long in the darkness-
I fear that the light hurts my eyes.

Feeling so much-
So soon.
It seems like I've known you for a lifetime of moons.
But your eyes are still a mystery to me.
Basking in the happiness of unexpected joy,
And smiling from the inside out.

4-3-07
Feverish anticipation-
Wanting to believe that you won't hurt me.

You scare me-
Mostly because I can't see behind your eyes.
I want to know if you're feeling-
What I'm feeling inside.
...
Irrational fears of the unknown
Dance around in my head-
Conjuring up the poisonous tears
That flow silently as I lay in bed.

Exploring the virtue of patience-
I attempt to divert my attention-
practicing avoidance-
Ignore the pain left behind by those who came before him.
I must not project the reminders of indifference.



_________________________
These are just some random thoughts that have been flowing around my head for a while. Waiting to be put together.
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
junnie:
Kisses my goddess.
Apr 8, 2007
junnie:
Thanks for the chat I seriously needed a pick me up. smile
Apr 9, 2007

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