It is a rainy day, but I must say I feel like the sun is shining on me.
I am approaching my last week in sales. My promotion finally kicks in the week after next!
I found a dress for my friend's wedding in a few weeks. I have to look extra hot because my date is my (newly single) college sweetheart. The friend getting married is my 'little sis" from my sorority and I thought it would be good to get the old gang together. Plus he took her skydiving once, so it is only fitting that he be there for another huge leap of hers.
Yea, he is also newly single. While I don't expect to become involved with him again. It will be good to see the reminder of what a man should mean to me. I compare everyone (not always fair) that I date to him. He set the standards; which if I had consistently remembered and lived by- you all wouldn't be sitting and listening to me bitch about the little boys pretending to be men that I consistently (and pointlessly) date.
I spent last night with some great people. My family- my friends. True, we went to see a stupid ass scary movie. But the majority of the night was spent laughing and enjoying each other's company.
I also spent almost 4 hours on the phone; talking to this guy until 4 am about nothing and everything.
He is my usual type: tall, nice body, dark hair, blue eyes and uber intelligent. But what makes him different from the other usuals? Other than that he has yet to lie directly to my face, I am not sure right now. He is a lot like me and not. There is something about him that has me intrigued.
I have this intuition that I have ignored- oh since last August. It is always right. I know when I am being lied to or cheated on- the problem is, I always would think that maybe this time, it is wrong. Yea, not so much. I am never ignoring that intuition again.
So this guy I have been talking to- the intuition has yet to kick in. I will not make him pay for the sins of the douchebags that have come before him, but my guards are up and I am just going to enjoy the ride.
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And a special thanks to an awesome woman who read my apology.
Hope to talk with you soon.
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Hope all is well out there in SG Land.
I am approaching my last week in sales. My promotion finally kicks in the week after next!
I found a dress for my friend's wedding in a few weeks. I have to look extra hot because my date is my (newly single) college sweetheart. The friend getting married is my 'little sis" from my sorority and I thought it would be good to get the old gang together. Plus he took her skydiving once, so it is only fitting that he be there for another huge leap of hers.
Yea, he is also newly single. While I don't expect to become involved with him again. It will be good to see the reminder of what a man should mean to me. I compare everyone (not always fair) that I date to him. He set the standards; which if I had consistently remembered and lived by- you all wouldn't be sitting and listening to me bitch about the little boys pretending to be men that I consistently (and pointlessly) date.
I spent last night with some great people. My family- my friends. True, we went to see a stupid ass scary movie. But the majority of the night was spent laughing and enjoying each other's company.
I also spent almost 4 hours on the phone; talking to this guy until 4 am about nothing and everything.
He is my usual type: tall, nice body, dark hair, blue eyes and uber intelligent. But what makes him different from the other usuals? Other than that he has yet to lie directly to my face, I am not sure right now. He is a lot like me and not. There is something about him that has me intrigued.
I have this intuition that I have ignored- oh since last August. It is always right. I know when I am being lied to or cheated on- the problem is, I always would think that maybe this time, it is wrong. Yea, not so much. I am never ignoring that intuition again.
So this guy I have been talking to- the intuition has yet to kick in. I will not make him pay for the sins of the douchebags that have come before him, but my guards are up and I am just going to enjoy the ride.
____________________
And a special thanks to an awesome woman who read my apology.
Hope to talk with you soon.
_________________________
Hope all is well out there in SG Land.