akasha823

Just wanted to wish you all a Happy Holiday Season.

Damn, is it January yet?!

Christmas snuck up on me.

It has been a hard time because my brother turned into a GINORMOUS ASSHOLE and is nowhere to be found. Rumor has it that he is in Texas with some woman he met in a chat room. That is not what makes him an asshole. The asshole part comes in that he didn't call his daughters to wish them a Merry Christmas.


I am so PISSED. I mean if your life is screwed up, it sucks, but be an adult and take care of responsibilities. My brother has royally fucked up his life and thinks that running away will make all of his problems disappear. The thing is, if it were just him, he could go be a baby and wallow in self-pity. But he is a parent and does not have that luxury.
He was not raised to exhibit this behavior and it hurts to see how his actions are affecting my nieces, not to mention my parents.


Other than that. The man situation is interesting. I am spending New Years with the guy I am not dating, but still fucking. I am growing tired of that very quickly. He is a nice guy and is great in bed, but I am ready to have a serious relationship.
One that could possibly lead to more.

I just don't think it will happen with him.

But I am not hunting for it. Whenever I do that, I fail miserably.

I truly believe that the Universe will guide me to where I am supposed to be.

You know, that whole fate thing. Somehow, I still possess an inkling of belief in it.

XOXOX