yO.
i am making a video about "exotic" asian bodies for my senior project in dAnce*
aNd
i want to hear YOUR voices in regards to asians/asian americans/ americans/ japanese americans/ or whateVER you identify yourself as.
i want to hear YOUR opinions, questions, concerns, comments in regards to those groups of people mentioned above on my VOICE MAIL.
they can be serious, crazy, whatever....
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i am making a video about "exotic" asian bodies for my senior project in dAnce*
aNd
i want to hear YOUR voices in regards to asians/asian americans/ americans/ japanese americans/ or whateVER you identify yourself as.
i want to hear YOUR opinions, questions, concerns, comments in regards to those groups of people mentioned above on my VOICE MAIL.
they can be serious, crazy, whatever....
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sigh.... i wanted to put pics up but its too hard... 
im using a mac and i wanted to post pics off from the internet... too hard....
im retarded...
nO. im just unitarded!!! lol.
i bet NOBODY got that...
dancer joke...
a unitard is a leotard except its full body...
you know,.. those things dancers wear when they dance....
and im sorry if i offended...
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im using a mac and i wanted to post pics off from the internet... too hard....
im retarded...
nO. im just unitarded!!! lol.
i bet NOBODY got that...
dancer joke...
a unitard is a leotard except its full body...
you know,.. those things dancers wear when they dance....
and im sorry if i offended...
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poisonmyword:
I dont go to school at the moment. But this fall I should be starting up, if not the spring. I just got done traveling a lot so. arrr!
arrr!
akane666:
yEs exactly!!!!
i was trying to figure out how to do the right click thing with the mouse that only has one button.....
i was trying to figure out how to do the right click thing with the mouse that only has one button.....
"It's foolish to be obsessed with past failures. And it's just as foolish to be satisfied with one's small achievements. Buddhism teaches that the present and the future are important, not the past. It teaches us a spirit of unceasing challenge to win over the present and advance ever toward the future. Those who neglect this spirit of continual striving steer their lives in a...
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poisonmyword:
'The course of our lives is determined by how we react-- what we decide and what we do-- at the darkest of times. The nature of that response determines a person's true worth and greatness."
I always thought that was true.
Hey? Have you ever been to peace pagoda?
I always thought that was true.
Hey? Have you ever been to peace pagoda?
akane666:
uh... let me google that.
peace pagoda
oh. no. i actually go here
im going tomorrow actually.
for the may world peace meeting.
10am. everybody is welcome.
may is the founding month of our org in japan.
or was it founding day of sgi-usa.
fuck. im so bad....
should be cool though.
peace pagoda
oh. no. i actually go here
im going tomorrow actually.
for the may world peace meeting.
10am. everybody is welcome.
may is the founding month of our org in japan.
or was it founding day of sgi-usa.
fuck. im so bad....
should be cool though.
okAy. guess we're going public.
fab...
you don't love me.
you never did.
you were always so fucking caught up on trying to prove your masculinity and success to me. you kinda got lost in trying to beat the other guy by bragging what a fucking genius you are and how "successful" you are.
yes you are much more "successful" , legitimate, and respected in...
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fab...
you don't love me.
you never did.
you were always so fucking caught up on trying to prove your masculinity and success to me. you kinda got lost in trying to beat the other guy by bragging what a fucking genius you are and how "successful" you are.
yes you are much more "successful" , legitimate, and respected in...
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akane666:
yes.
i thought i asked you to stop acting like a broken record player.
thank you for your innumerous voice messages.
i listened to all of them.
i thought i asked you to stop acting like a broken record player.
thank you for your innumerous voice messages.
i listened to all of them.
smo_king_one:
eww you where fucking him... thats scary! other than that have a great weekend
just went to health services for a couple of tests 
you know.. while i still have college insurance...
some poking of my breasts, tummy, ( well, all over my body actually. lol.) and several swabs out of my vagina. and finally some blood samples and a bugs bunny band aid.
now i can officially call myself "completely clean"
the nurse was shocked by all of...
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you know.. while i still have college insurance...
some poking of my breasts, tummy, ( well, all over my body actually. lol.) and several swabs out of my vagina. and finally some blood samples and a bugs bunny band aid.
now i can officially call myself "completely clean"
the nurse was shocked by all of...
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merkaba72:
...........you really need to start living life with a much healthier, honest attitude. You are in for a rude awakening some day if you don't.
Just a thought from me to you.
Just a thought from me to you.
artrob:
read my update akane...i will leave it alone now...you still have a chance if you want it...i love you...bye
one of the ruggedest people in my life just told me to obey the fucked up game and rules of egos of society (collegical system)... when she's always telling mE to keep shit real and fuck them motherfuckers.....
(was that english???... )
i seem to not be able to have long term real relationships/connections with people i love and cherish ...
whats up with that?...
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(was that english???... )
i seem to not be able to have long term real relationships/connections with people i love and cherish ...
whats up with that?...
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poisonmyword:
You still have me 
And thats all you need, cause i am fucking spectacular in every aspect of life. And I think that you rock... so you must be something really special. Cause I am so awesome it hurts sometimes, but you are awesomer. Yeah I said it, I even made a word for you that isnt real. INFACT!!!!! You are ojuhsdgonadbvadngsdg;bfg;asfbg which means; Noun, (pronounced) iuagiohgpibgehgeghee geege poo; prf.
One who is super hot and kick ass to the tenth power. And is looked up to by people who havn't even met her. And is actually made out of candy, cause she is so sweet
SO AS YOU CAN TELL, i am really tired.... but what I said is all true!!!! ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!
And thats all you need, cause i am fucking spectacular in every aspect of life. And I think that you rock... so you must be something really special. Cause I am so awesome it hurts sometimes, but you are awesomer. Yeah I said it, I even made a word for you that isnt real. INFACT!!!!! You are ojuhsdgonadbvadngsdg;bfg;asfbg which means; Noun, (pronounced) iuagiohgpibgehgeghee geege poo; prf.
One who is super hot and kick ass to the tenth power. And is looked up to by people who havn't even met her. And is actually made out of candy, cause she is so sweet
SO AS YOU CAN TELL, i am really tired.... but what I said is all true!!!!
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!
iloveyoumang:
C'mon...snap out of it and get some booty.
ohmigAAAAwd!!!!!!!!!
i went to my dance audition today and.....
I GOT INTO MY DREAM DANCE SCHOOL EVER
i got into the summer intensive, independent study, AND certificate programs!!!!
my nExt dance school
i lOve my life!!!!!!!!
sO, i will be in nyc dancing my ASS OFF at the school rOcking that sHit for the next three years
hEE hEEEEEEE
i went to my dance audition today and.....
I GOT INTO MY DREAM DANCE SCHOOL EVER
i got into the summer intensive, independent study, AND certificate programs!!!!
my nExt dance school
i lOve my life!!!!!!!!
sO, i will be in nyc dancing my ASS OFF at the school rOcking that sHit for the next three years
hEE hEEEEEEE
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jayenh:
(Comment stalking you from juicebox's journal)
You know, you can be in Fairbanks which is <100,000 people and know for sure that you're not the only completely fucking bonkers nuts person within 50 miles. Within 10 miles.
Good thing for me.
You know, you can be in Fairbanks which is <100,000 people and know for sure that you're not the only completely fucking bonkers nuts person within 50 miles. Within 10 miles.
Good thing for me.
kimrose:
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG You did?! Thats fucking awesome!!!!! Dude, Alvin Ailey is the shit! Ok, call me!
fUck.
i am going to KILL mysElf if i am indeed pregnant...
always wear rubber kids
how much blood should i bleed for it to qualify as a period?????
im gonna spare you the details but... FUCK.
my blood flow is like a severely clogged up drain. lolol.
anywhO.
I AM GOING TO A DANCE AUDITION TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im auditioning for a dance school that ive...
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i am going to KILL mysElf if i am indeed pregnant...
always wear rubber kids
how much blood should i bleed for it to qualify as a period?????
im gonna spare you the details but... FUCK.
my blood flow is like a severely clogged up drain. lolol.
anywhO.
I AM GOING TO A DANCE AUDITION TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im auditioning for a dance school that ive...
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poisonmyword:
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
01_default:
oops I ment post... and i was kidding around
ha ha... yerah i'm straight?! what the hell woman?
ha ha... yerah i'm straight?! what the hell woman?
drowning in hw.
wOw. can you believe i havent even been tEmpTed to smoke herbs for 5 dAyZZZZZZZ?????
huRrAy to thAt
aHHHHHH
extremely wEiRd week y'all....
and its only ... thursday!
i will normally feel like having a nervous breakdown by this point.
coz everything familiar is quickly crumbling.
my herb usage, self inflicted pain, alcohol, fuckbuddies.... are all fading away from my daily life.......
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wOw. can you believe i havent even been tEmpTed to smoke herbs for 5 dAyZZZZZZZ?????
huRrAy to thAt
aHHHHHH
extremely wEiRd week y'all....
and its only ... thursday!
i will normally feel like having a nervous breakdown by this point.
coz everything familiar is quickly crumbling.
my herb usage, self inflicted pain, alcohol, fuckbuddies.... are all fading away from my daily life.......
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artrob:
yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!! akane.................I can feel the changes...
poisonmyword:
You deserve that and more. To be treated like a queen. I don't even know you, but I think you are great. Maybe it's the 7 or 8 beers in me, maybe is the vodka, or maybe the weed, or whatever else I took. But you rock!!! Go queen Akane. Now I am going to go get some sleep. I had a long week. I am cocked.
Now I am going to go get some sleep. I had a long week. I am cocked. i finally finished my bitchy phase and got to reconnect with m mentor in dance and in life.
i lOve her sO much.
alwAys beenthere for me.
even if she was pissed at me for my lack of growth and strength. lol.
axe axe axe.
so im told i deserve better.
i deserve someone who loves me for who i am.
not some dumbfuck who...
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i lOve her sO much.
alwAys beenthere for me.
even if she was pissed at me for my lack of growth and strength. lol.
axe axe axe.
so im told i deserve better.
i deserve someone who loves me for who i am.
not some dumbfuck who...
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artrob:
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akane666:
oh... and to clarify...
nia is my crazy loving mentor. lol.
thats her name...
her baby is aDorAble
i love you kojo
you learn how to say "auntie akoni" for me soon sweetie i'll always be there for you
nia is my crazy loving mentor. lol.
thats her name...
her baby is aDorAble
i love you kojo
you learn how to say "auntie akoni" for me soon sweetie
i'll always be there for you
its also important to know your roots coz it inevitably effects how other people place you in their heads. even if they re not trying to be racist. it happens.
like this girl just came up to me and was like "can you teach me how to make sushi?" i love her, btw. shes gonna become my set designer when i start presenting dance works in the city.
but you get my point...
oh and IMPORTANT CLARIFICATION:
you don't have to be asian to leave a message!!!!!! so please please please leave a message. lol. even if youre not asian. the topic is asian but anybody can TALK about asians. just ask those questions or comments you never dared ask for what ever reason and you will be heard!
and thank you everybody who have already left messages.