yOOOOO my peeps in SG land!!!!
im BACK!!!!
hectic month hectic month. craZy.
zillions of visits to the D.A.s office downtown, life living out of a bag at my girls cribs, disasterous work, very passionate boyfriend...
to finish that off, my parents flew in last weekend from JAPAN to come see if i was okay in the big city.
the fucked up shit is that...
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im BACK!!!!

hectic month hectic month. craZy.

zillions of visits to the D.A.s office downtown, life living out of a bag at my girls cribs, disasterous work, very passionate boyfriend...


to finish that off, my parents flew in last weekend from JAPAN to come see if i was okay in the big city.
the fucked up shit is that...
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article10:
can't imagine what your parents might have done that you can't forgive them for. all i can do is relate. I have a similar F-ed up relationship with my dad ( who'se also big on flying out from calif to suprise me) and it's never entirely healed, and probably never wil. but I do know this for whatever it's worth. he's the only dad I have. and someday he'll be dead. and then I'll have no chance whatsoever to even attempt to make amends. and I think I would lose sleep over that.
argggggggggg!
deadlines deadlines deadlines!
make me happy coz they make me busy and keep my brain occupied so i dont thing negative shit.
just dont got the time!
ahhhh..... but why am i procastinating???
tis human nature to distract oneself in the moment of stress...
deadlines deadlines deadlines!
make me happy coz they make me busy and keep my brain occupied so i dont thing negative shit.
just dont got the time!
ahhhh..... but why am i procastinating???

tis human nature to distract oneself in the moment of stress...

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zode:
I was hoping to hear more stories of life in the BIG City from you. Hows Tricks per say???
juicebox:
Good to hear you're doing well. Life is a bit crazy, but in a good way.
long day long day...
to come home to an empty apt...
wish my new man would at least text me once a day.
complete workaholic...
i think hes in cairo, egypt right now on a business trip.
unless he hasnt flown to tanzania yet...
alright kids.
gotta get my shit together for my friend.
i just became event coordinator for his benefit/fundraiser
keeping myself busy...
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to come home to an empty apt...

wish my new man would at least text me once a day.
complete workaholic...

i think hes in cairo, egypt right now on a business trip.
unless he hasnt flown to tanzania yet...
alright kids.
gotta get my shit together for my friend.
i just became event coordinator for his benefit/fundraiser

keeping myself busy...
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my latest relationship ended upon my discovery that he is a big psycho.
it was like trying to escape a sinking ship in a rain storm but this huge octopus (him) was trying to suck me into the deep waters...
ive gotten death threats, threats to tell my mommy about my stripping, threats to tell my boss at my jap waitressing job about my stripping,...
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it was like trying to escape a sinking ship in a rain storm but this huge octopus (him) was trying to suck me into the deep waters...


ive gotten death threats, threats to tell my mommy about my stripping, threats to tell my boss at my jap waitressing job about my stripping,...
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oki:
i hate ex's. when i broke up with mine he smashed all the windows out of my car and him and his friend ssent threats to me saying they were going to make a snuff film of me. so i moved 500 miles away. crazy fuck. believe me hun you are not alone. by the way how is the stripping going. do you still like it?
iloveyoumang:
Boys are dumb....but you knew that already.
heyyyyyyyy.
i finally debuted as an eXotic dancer last night!!!
im slowly conquering all the different types of adult entertainment.
it was cool. i got to the club. i talked to the manager for a couple of minutes as my interview. then, he told me he would love it if i could stay coz there was a huge bachleor party going on.
gave a lot...
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i finally debuted as an eXotic dancer last night!!!

im slowly conquering all the different types of adult entertainment.


it was cool. i got to the club. i talked to the manager for a couple of minutes as my interview. then, he told me he would love it if i could stay coz there was a huge bachleor party going on.


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johnnyamen:
Glad to hear you making that dough, yo! How is NYiCzzle these days?
juicebox:
Congrats. I can just see you on stage...
And we Hampsters are poetic, so? Jealous?
And we Hampsters are poetic, so? Jealous?

im done im done im done with schoool!!!!!!!
for the summer semester...
conGRATS to thAt!!!
it was harder than i thought.
even though i was doing what i loved to do every day,
it was still hard to get myself to go down to school day after day after day...
i got a month break to bring in some cash
and am back to going...
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for the summer semester...

conGRATS to thAt!!!

it was harder than i thought.
even though i was doing what i loved to do every day,
it was still hard to get myself to go down to school day after day after day...

i got a month break to bring in some cash

and am back to going...
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off to school i go when its not even noon yet
i dont know hOw people manage to maintain 9-5 jobs!
hOw can you get up so early every single day???
dAmn....
how do people make decent money without doing sex work?
thats a mystery to me.
i just did a shift at my restaurant last night to bring in a wOOping $30....
how the...
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i dont know hOw people manage to maintain 9-5 jobs!
hOw can you get up so early every single day???
dAmn....

how do people make decent money without doing sex work?
thats a mystery to me.
i just did a shift at my restaurant last night to bring in a wOOping $30....
how the...
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juicebox:
yeah, life is tough. Welcome to the world.
I'm celebrating my graduation to 9-5 from 7-3. I was a fucking Zombie for a year and a half (you might have noticed).
No one makes decent money without fucking someone over. Some jobs are just more literal than others.
I'm celebrating my graduation to 9-5 from 7-3. I was a fucking Zombie for a year and a half (you might have noticed).
No one makes decent money without fucking someone over. Some jobs are just more literal than others.


dating is too hard...

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article10:
I'm sorry to hear that. breakups always suck. there's no way for it not to. I hope everything works out OK for you.
sometimes I'm not sure which I prefer - NYC or boston. they each have their plusses. but you're right about the streets. I just learned yesterday that the streets in boston were originally based on cow paths. that explains a few things about why the streets are so crazy I think.
sometimes I'm not sure which I prefer - NYC or boston. they each have their plusses. but you're right about the streets. I just learned yesterday that the streets in boston were originally based on cow paths. that explains a few things about why the streets are so crazy I think.
juicebox:
Dating?
thought i had to go get morning after pills today.
but i start bleeding yesterday
i went to the bathroom to take a piss in the manhattan mall and my panties were red!!! i was like WTF???!!!
wAYYY early for my peiord.
apparently, your period comes earlier or later than usual when you take the pill. and i just took some earlier this week.
cOOl....
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but i start bleeding yesterday

i went to the bathroom to take a piss in the manhattan mall and my panties were red!!! i was like WTF???!!!
wAYYY early for my peiord.
apparently, your period comes earlier or later than usual when you take the pill. and i just took some earlier this week.
cOOl....
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blah...
bad week...
have to go get emergency contraception pills tomorrow AGAIN..
got told off for seducing my friend's friend's boy...
got my wallet stolen with all my ids including social security card and credit cards...
got totally offended by my man...
missed 6 classes...
wtf?
i guess most of it is my fault...
sigh...
sorrieeee.
bad week...
have to go get emergency contraception pills tomorrow AGAIN..
got told off for seducing my friend's friend's boy...
got my wallet stolen with all my ids including social security card and credit cards...
got totally offended by my man...
missed 6 classes...
wtf?

i guess most of it is my fault...
sigh...
sorrieeee.