somebody beat the crap out of me.
i need to wake up.
i need to wake up.
shit can be so unfare.
i hate uptight narrow-minded people. fUck you.
i worked my aSS off just to get thrown out of a piece coz i can't make it to ONE rehearsal? one goddamn rehearsal that was scheduled without the dancers consent?
this is why i have issues with first years. they think everything has to be perfect. so they tell people to do...
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i hate uptight narrow-minded people. fUck you.
i worked my aSS off just to get thrown out of a piece coz i can't make it to ONE rehearsal? one goddamn rehearsal that was scheduled without the dancers consent?
this is why i have issues with first years. they think everything has to be perfect. so they tell people to do...
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dead bored
ADD in full effect
ADD in full effect
first day back in dance class. and my foot totally ripped apart. 
it may sound weird that i want to make dance my profession.
raw flesh, bruises... its all good.
all for art.
it may sound weird that i want to make dance my profession.
raw flesh, bruises... its all good.
all for art.
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flowerfresh:
holler 
gia:
Hey would you still like my kitty? I think I'm going to be traveling south soon so I can drop her to you. I'll let you know when I have the money.
i feel like a genderless piece of flesh.
i can't enjoy sex.
i only have sex as an act of self inflicted pain.
somebody use me.
i can't enjoy sex.
i only have sex as an act of self inflicted pain.
somebody use me.
argggggggggggg.....
i just had a dance rehearsal.
the piece is really intense and kinda sexually explicit.
and i have to have many tender moments with guys up close in their face. literally my face will be half an inch from theirs and we have to stare into their eyes.
and i CAN"T KEEP A STRAIGHT FACE.
i keep on bursting out laughing coz the guy...
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i just had a dance rehearsal.
the piece is really intense and kinda sexually explicit.
and i have to have many tender moments with guys up close in their face. literally my face will be half an inch from theirs and we have to stare into their eyes.
and i CAN"T KEEP A STRAIGHT FACE.
i keep on bursting out laughing coz the guy...
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gia:
Awww, I will totally bring her to you! Like I said she isn't very friendly but she isn't mean at all. I'll email you my number! It'd be cool to meet you too!
i have been getting emails from the career development office lately... inviting me to career fairs. i am a senior now and will graduate in may. 
the career fairs will be very helpful if they were aimed for more artistic people. the fairs are targeted for engineers and business people and such. sigh... and all i want to is dAnce. i think i want a...
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the career fairs will be very helpful if they were aimed for more artistic people. the fairs are targeted for engineers and business people and such. sigh... and all i want to is dAnce. i think i want a... Read More
gia:
Hey QT!
illrevue:
welcome welcome welcome....
oh, and NYC is not an easy place to go to live if youre a dancer, i have many friends who are now dancing strip joints trying to get into broadway and the like... :i dont know much about amsterdam but the obvious, hookers and drugs...i guess i am ignorant of a dance market out there?
you have the right idea by staying in emersed in the culture of theatre, you can always make connections that way and one day someone will see you dance. Wonderful things can happen if you surround yourself in the environment you want to live in. too many people want to do things but they settle for odd jobs that have nothing to do with what they want or love...stick with, and enjoy the struggle...struggle is good, its why we are alive...
loosbrew
oh, and NYC is not an easy place to go to live if youre a dancer, i have many friends who are now dancing strip joints trying to get into broadway and the like... :i dont know much about amsterdam but the obvious, hookers and drugs...i guess i am ignorant of a dance market out there?
you have the right idea by staying in emersed in the culture of theatre, you can always make connections that way and one day someone will see you dance. Wonderful things can happen if you surround yourself in the environment you want to live in. too many people want to do things but they settle for odd jobs that have nothing to do with what they want or love...stick with, and enjoy the struggle...struggle is good, its why we are alive...
loosbrew
so one thing ive noticed. you know how asians are called the yellow race. i think thats wrong. (well for mAny reasons....)
but if anything, we should be called the orange race. because asia is a hUge mass of land that stretches from east asia with korea, japan and china to INDIA. thats huge... migawd. and we ain't yellow. we're orange. i was shocked to...
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but if anything, we should be called the orange race. because asia is a hUge mass of land that stretches from east asia with korea, japan and china to INDIA. thats huge... migawd. and we ain't yellow. we're orange. i was shocked to...
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i have been trying to pay my gas for the past 48 hours. the gas company kept saying that my card was denied. so i finally called my bank this morning and they told me my card was approved a zillion times! 
and they tell me i can't cancel my transactions. crAp. so now i just paid a sHit load of money to my shitty...
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and they tell me i can't cancel my transactions. crAp. so now i just paid a sHit load of money to my shitty... Read More
boomer76:
I hate when that shit happens and why can't they cancel transactions. Banks suck. It's all a conspiracy, banks either want your money or help someone else get your money. And interest rates aren't that great.
Congrats on the nipple piercing. I had them done about 10 years ago.
And Queer Eye and Will & Grace rule!!!!! Who is your favorite from both shows??
Congrats on the nipple piercing. I had them done about 10 years ago.
And Queer Eye and Will & Grace rule!!!!! Who is your favorite from both shows??
akane666:
i lOve jai (sorry if im spelling his name wrong) from queer eye. he is fAb. sO sad to know from the start that its never going to work between us... but i would still be honored to be able to become friends with someone as talented.
i like watching carson too. he is adorable.
from will & grace.... i would have to say i like that rich lady who works with grace. she is tOO fuuny. sarcastic and witty but sometimes really sad.
i like watching carson too. he is adorable.
from will & grace.... i would have to say i like that rich lady who works with grace. she is tOO fuuny. sarcastic and witty but sometimes really sad.
okay. im in this girls's room who just took naked pics of me. i think she gave up trying to get any action from me and now she's making love to the bong. sigh..... i'm sorry, baby. 
i want to dance. i want to dance nOw. dance is my liFe.
anything that comes between me and my dance must die
therefore, you better watch out,...
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i want to dance. i want to dance nOw. dance is my liFe.
anything that comes between me and my dance must die
therefore, you better watch out,...
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ohmigawd. i just joined suicidegirls. i'm sO excited.
i am back in my lonely apartment. piece of crap. the toilet sometimes doesn't flush. there are cracks in wall where bugs sometimes come out. AND the laandlord still hasnt given me the key to the mailbox.
when can i get out of my mood swing? i think i was too spoiled at my parents house. they...
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i am back in my lonely apartment. piece of crap. the toilet sometimes doesn't flush. there are cracks in wall where bugs sometimes come out. AND the laandlord still hasnt given me the key to the mailbox.
when can i get out of my mood swing? i think i was too spoiled at my parents house. they...
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impulsive:
sucks to go from the comforts of home to an apartment on your own doesn't it? it's that you know things can be better. oh well.
akane666:
yea... and its also that i've learned to accept my parents more now that ive matured 
so now it sucks that i have to live so far away from them now that i can finally stand them and appreciate them.
its also because i have limited furniture at my house. so ive finally gotten a prrrretty kid's table and chair set that says 'princess' all over it.
so now it sucks that i have to live so far away from them now that i can finally stand them and appreciate them.
its also because i have limited furniture at my house. so ive finally gotten a prrrretty kid's table and chair set that says 'princess' all over it.
we should do this more often