Oh, August.... Why must you insist on slowing down on the one month that I want you to hurry up and get to the end! =3
lets see... life is still meh. But It seems to be looking up, on most days. I am starting to really get my confadince back. Well slowly but surely. I notice it a little more and more every day. Just being over all confadent with myself as a person again and my body as well. This past year has been so life changing in almost every sense of the words. I hang out with completely different people (except for my oldest best friends), I live in a completely different house, in a completely different part of town.I dress differently, Mostly because I have actual cute clothes now! But no matter the changes I am realizing that I am loving where my life is taking me. and I am excited for all the adventures that are yet to come in my life and pass! Its funny how life works out desipite how we believe that It will and should.
I was talking with a old friend of mine the other night and we were talking about putting a different percpective on what happens in our lifes and how it plays out in the grander scale. For instance. Yes I was with Jeff for 4 and half years. He was a lot of my first. As well he was there through a lot of "growing" up time and huge moments in my life so far. But will it still hurt as much or will I still think about those times and him as often in 10, 15, 20+ years? I proabably will always love him, I just wont be in love with him. And yeah I will proabaly think of him sometimes but in reality... 4 and half years is nothing compaired to what is going to happen in the next 10 to 20 years of my life. Finally realizing that and looking at it from that way made me realize there will be someone out there better fit for me.
I am failing two classes though....soo I have to get that handled soon.
Work is...Work. I have a new hire and what I have learned over being the manager for over a year and half is that apparently NO new hire knows how to read or follow specific, simple, step by step directions.
10 days until my birthday party!
12 days until my actual birthday and I am 23.... Woah... I feel much older!
17 days until I am a red head again!!!! I am SO EXCITED! I never feel more confadint then when I am a red head.
22 days until Dragoncon! I finally decided that I am going to dress up on one of the days/nights. But nothing from a show or book or anything known. Just a regular ol Princess with sass. I bought my dress last night for it and everything. I just have to get a crown lol. If I would have found this dress and corset earlier I would have purchased this..(
) I am in the process of trying to talk my mom in to buying it for me, but that is a fat chance in hell.
oh well..
Well have a great day my lovelies <3
lets see... life is still meh. But It seems to be looking up, on most days. I am starting to really get my confadince back. Well slowly but surely. I notice it a little more and more every day. Just being over all confadent with myself as a person again and my body as well. This past year has been so life changing in almost every sense of the words. I hang out with completely different people (except for my oldest best friends), I live in a completely different house, in a completely different part of town.I dress differently, Mostly because I have actual cute clothes now! But no matter the changes I am realizing that I am loving where my life is taking me. and I am excited for all the adventures that are yet to come in my life and pass! Its funny how life works out desipite how we believe that It will and should.
I was talking with a old friend of mine the other night and we were talking about putting a different percpective on what happens in our lifes and how it plays out in the grander scale. For instance. Yes I was with Jeff for 4 and half years. He was a lot of my first. As well he was there through a lot of "growing" up time and huge moments in my life so far. But will it still hurt as much or will I still think about those times and him as often in 10, 15, 20+ years? I proabably will always love him, I just wont be in love with him. And yeah I will proabaly think of him sometimes but in reality... 4 and half years is nothing compaired to what is going to happen in the next 10 to 20 years of my life. Finally realizing that and looking at it from that way made me realize there will be someone out there better fit for me.
I am failing two classes though....soo I have to get that handled soon.
Work is...Work. I have a new hire and what I have learned over being the manager for over a year and half is that apparently NO new hire knows how to read or follow specific, simple, step by step directions.
10 days until my birthday party!
12 days until my actual birthday and I am 23.... Woah... I feel much older!
17 days until I am a red head again!!!! I am SO EXCITED! I never feel more confadint then when I am a red head.
22 days until Dragoncon! I finally decided that I am going to dress up on one of the days/nights. But nothing from a show or book or anything known. Just a regular ol Princess with sass. I bought my dress last night for it and everything. I just have to get a crown lol. If I would have found this dress and corset earlier I would have purchased this..(
) I am in the process of trying to talk my mom in to buying it for me, but that is a fat chance in hell. oh well..
Well have a great day my lovelies <3