Oh my dear god.... Tonight was such a slow night down the pub i work at.
It was Abso-fuckin-lutely boring as shit!
no one came in for hours.
and all i had to think about was an email from my ex in Brazil reminding me of how much i miss her!
actualy not just that, dont worry this isnt just a bitching rant...
i also got a call from a girl i pulled a few weeks back, though nothing much happend but thats because some one interupted us at a very inconveniant time. Wanting to meet up tonight somewhere in Brighton.... though unfortunatly i was working in a Pub in a small town called Horsham.
Though i know i dont want a relationship with her and i havent been in one for over a year and a half fuck it i havent slept with any one for 7 months i really need a shag and to be physicly close to some one again.
Shallow as i am i cant repress my human wants forever.
Oh I dont know.... I just need to chill out and to stop getting soo bloody mindlessly fuckin drunk for know reason apart from just not having enough else todo other than just that.
Right I appoligise for yet another drunk stupid rant as to be honest my life aint that bad really. i just need to gain controle of my own life again and get on with it.
So i will see you all soon and hopefully i will have shaken off this stupidly bad mood ive had recently by then.
It was Abso-fuckin-lutely boring as shit!
no one came in for hours.
and all i had to think about was an email from my ex in Brazil reminding me of how much i miss her!
actualy not just that, dont worry this isnt just a bitching rant...
i also got a call from a girl i pulled a few weeks back, though nothing much happend but thats because some one interupted us at a very inconveniant time. Wanting to meet up tonight somewhere in Brighton.... though unfortunatly i was working in a Pub in a small town called Horsham.
Though i know i dont want a relationship with her and i havent been in one for over a year and a half fuck it i havent slept with any one for 7 months i really need a shag and to be physicly close to some one again.
Shallow as i am i cant repress my human wants forever.
Oh I dont know.... I just need to chill out and to stop getting soo bloody mindlessly fuckin drunk for know reason apart from just not having enough else todo other than just that.
Right I appoligise for yet another drunk stupid rant as to be honest my life aint that bad really. i just need to gain controle of my own life again and get on with it.
So i will see you all soon and hopefully i will have shaken off this stupidly bad mood ive had recently by then.
sounds like you had too much time to think tonight. hope you can think your way out of that funk!