Im back once again but this time im sober, clear headed, clean and smelling nice and pretty happy to be alone and not to be at work any more.

The clouds are clearing away and its no longer raining and just had a half decent meal and im about to sit down and design my self a new tattoo which i want to get for my birthday in a couple of weeks, i will put these on here if i finish them tonight to see what all you beautiful people think and what can be done to improve them and why would be nice.

And oh as odd as it seems until recently ive been avoiding girls never really truely knew why it kind of just happend last year oh about october time when i was in Brazil, Which is crazy as there are soo many truely very hot ladies over there but it happened. I havent been with a girl since well as friends no problem but every time i meet i girl i like or just feel attracted too i just kinda hook them up with someone else or endevor to do so. Ive even turned down sex from some very sexy girls. I thought i had gone mad. But i think thats a thing of the past as for the last week ive been feeling my libido coming back to me and a new found confidence with the ladies. I even pulled a very cute girl the other night during my weekend of revulrey and had a good time though i doubt its ending up to any type of relationship im still terrified of them. I dont know why i had to tell you all this but i thinks its probably the most important thing thats happened to me in the last few days.

Right i bore my soul for a brief moment i hope you enjoy there will be plenty more of that happening in the near future.