Hello darlings!
My hiatus is officially over and I am so happy to see the ladies and members that are still around. I have been absent for almost exactly 3 years now (feels like far longer though, I missed it so much). It fills my heart with so much happiness to see that you guys were still checking back on me and leaving me messages while I was gone. I can't wait to spend more time actively on the site again and getting to know you all so much better. For the fans that stuck around...you are the most loyal of loves. Soon I will be catching up on your blogs and seeing what you have been keeping busy with. To the new lovers...THANK YOU! I never expected to see so much love even after I had left. I can't wait to "meet" you and fly through webisphere with you!
Upon my return, I wanted to share just how SuicideGirls changed my life. I began on this site in 2006 (baby, I know!) but this would have been my 9th year. Can you believe that? Nuts.
Anyways, SG introduced to me countless babes whom I have made life long friendships. I still connect with some of my dearest! Through this site I was also able to travel more frequently, connecting me with other staff members, girls, and hopefuls as well as fans. I had always wanted to be more involved too, so I dove into the groups as a way to meet new people, keep connected with the ones in my own town, and find opportunities to meet more abroad. I also loved blogging!! It was and still will be one of my favorite parts of this site. I want to feel connected to all of you, as well as you feel connected to me too! I enjoy sharing the fun I am having, the friends I spend my time with, and the life I live.
I was so fortunate to be able to attend awesome events like Comic Con, Wizard World and even some shootfests that I otherwise likely would have never had the chance of seeing. I got to participate in some of our DVD's (Anyone remember the SuicideGirls Guide to Living? I'm the girl that taught you how to fake (or spot a faked) orgasm!) as well as a spread in the Geekology book! These opportunities introduced me to a variety of different sub/pop cultures which was very eye opening.
SG was and is extremely empowering. I learned a ton about myself during the 6 years I was previously active on the site. I learned a lot about my own body physically, growingly feeling more confident with each set. Feeling sexy in my own skin. It also tested my own value of self worth at times, which I battled as any person does, but always overcame because of the positivity the site envokes by its members and contributers. I began to love my body, even the parts of it I thought were too "jiggly" or not toned enough. I also began to appreciate the beauty in others bodies. This site is truley incredible.
I am so happy to be back friends. Tell me what you have been up to. Make me laugh. Show me your cats and dogs. Share your favorite songs. I wanna know all of it.
And don't worry, dancing videos will be back in no time! <3
