Forgive my distance, as I've been so busy. School started Monday, so I've been attempting to juggle that, as well as my two other jobs, all while trying to maintain a love life, which is now non-existent. It has been stressful, and last night I decided that I am going to quite my first job (the Motel). I make so much more money bartending/cocktailing it's stupid. So that is going to be my primary job from now on. I enjoy everyone I work with at my new job and have even kicked it with some of the regulars that come in there. It's a really good atmosphere and a damn nice bar.
When I think of this summer, all I can do is sigh. It's not a distressed sigh, or a happy sigh...just one in general. Summer was the season of change for so many people around me. All of our friends long-term relationships have been severed, including my own. I needed space to grow and become my own person, but still had an emotional and physical relationship with him. A couple days ago, I finally ended that. I didn't want to, but it just wasn't fair to him and he means the world to me. If I lost him in my life for good, I'd be devastated. I dropped a grip of "friends" because they were serving no purpose in my life. I don't mean to sound rude, but they just didn't bring anything to table. They have no jobs, no motivation, no money (yet can always afford bud), and just sit around smoking themselves stupid. Don't get me wrong, I smoke on a rare occasion, but it is not my life. I've grown up a lot in the past 3 months, at least enough to know what I need in my life and what I don't. None of the decisions were easy by any means.
SET UPDATE!
I have been speaking with Sawa over the past couple of weeks and our set is coming along smoothly! I should be receiving it sometime this week! Then we'll get it submitted over to MR and it will be available for your viewing pleasure! I'm really excited about it because the location was amazing, the lighting, working with Sawa....everything. Plus the lovely Solace did my hair for that shoot, and I must say it's pretty sex-pot. Lainey will also be having her set debut in MR soon and go to her page and see her preview pic for it...smoking hot!
Stone431 recently drew these of me!
Thank you so much.
I've had some people message me about if prints are still available, so I've decided to extend the length of selling them! Unfortunately, they only come in 5x7's. If you have any questions, please message me. Payment is through paypal only.
RECENT PICTURE TIME!
<3's for now.
When I think of this summer, all I can do is sigh. It's not a distressed sigh, or a happy sigh...just one in general. Summer was the season of change for so many people around me. All of our friends long-term relationships have been severed, including my own. I needed space to grow and become my own person, but still had an emotional and physical relationship with him. A couple days ago, I finally ended that. I didn't want to, but it just wasn't fair to him and he means the world to me. If I lost him in my life for good, I'd be devastated. I dropped a grip of "friends" because they were serving no purpose in my life. I don't mean to sound rude, but they just didn't bring anything to table. They have no jobs, no motivation, no money (yet can always afford bud), and just sit around smoking themselves stupid. Don't get me wrong, I smoke on a rare occasion, but it is not my life. I've grown up a lot in the past 3 months, at least enough to know what I need in my life and what I don't. None of the decisions were easy by any means.
SET UPDATE!
I have been speaking with Sawa over the past couple of weeks and our set is coming along smoothly! I should be receiving it sometime this week! Then we'll get it submitted over to MR and it will be available for your viewing pleasure! I'm really excited about it because the location was amazing, the lighting, working with Sawa....everything. Plus the lovely Solace did my hair for that shoot, and I must say it's pretty sex-pot. Lainey will also be having her set debut in MR soon and go to her page and see her preview pic for it...smoking hot!
Stone431 recently drew these of me!
Thank you so much.
I've had some people message me about if prints are still available, so I've decided to extend the length of selling them! Unfortunately, they only come in 5x7's. If you have any questions, please message me. Payment is through paypal only.
RECENT PICTURE TIME!
<3's for now.
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and as far as cutting off dead weight people from your life...don't feel bad...some people just don't grow at the same pace as others.... and how is it that they can't buy food or gas, but always pot?
strange...how that works.
and yes i agree. some kind of girly shit is in order! are you coming to brunch? it will be a hoot.