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Hahaha, well in some positions heheh

Structured? You really think so?
I'm just a journal freak. I've got two planners and I like to write everything down in them, so yeah I plan ahead, but plans may change...

do you think its possible to miss something you never had?

cause i do.

You are such a ray of sunshine. Happy New Year.

Damn hon, why so fucking depressed?
New years bring new oportunities as well.
The chance to start over or start something new.
I wish you a HAPPY new year!

Wow you got some great presents!

cewl, happy for ya.
I got a guitar too, but haven't played in years...
Never really learned to play anyway..

Hmmm that's not good... You guys live together? Or not. At least then you get to have some time alone, that can help, instead of being in each other's way all the time...
Damn, you guys actually have "wars" that doesn't sound very healthy...
Yeah I thrash a bathroom now and then or scream at him telling him to shut the fuck up, but mostly that's over in the morning or the day after.
Hope you don't make any wars anymore, for heaven's sake! Christmas is only over a couple of days!

Oh well, I had fun. And some nice presents and actually mo money than I expected!
I ate way too much though, luckily I didn't gain any wieght, but I did some yoga this morning anyway
Yurns out those exercises are actually very good for my back as well!

Hehehe, I chose to do the questionair, I'm actually kind of addicted to those little tests on the internet and it was fun thinking about the past year, all the things I have done and concerts and movies I've seen
Yeah overall it was a good year...

*grins* I wonder what you'd say in such a list that would make you look like an asshole... *curious*

Happy New Years if I don't talk to ya before then. If you get bored sometime.. you should reply to my last email.

Love you. <3 me.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!! Wishing you brightest blessings for 2006.

May your black heart be warmed with Christmas cheer and a new fucking guitar!!!

So did you get the guitar?
And did you have a nice christmas day?

Hello again... just thought I'd share....

ttyl dear. Merry Christmas.


edited to say sorry the whole pic isn't showing... if you look in camera phone pics... its there.

[Edited on Dec 22, 2005 12:31AM]

Hahahaha, some picture!

Thanks
Ahw that's a pitty, I bet their all beautiful.
Ohw, what do Americans use for that then? In British (I thought) Doing groceries means shopping for them
Hahaha I guess I get very lonely without al those appointments and parties, I guess I need them, else ways I get bored and lonely and depressed, so yeah I guess they are sort of a dysfunction.
Yeah I am sometimes in a good mood heheh

I've never really listened to Morrissey, then again there is A LOT of music that I've never listened to. I'm open minded except for fucking country. All the hicks around here love that shit which just makes me hate it all the more.

Anywho... exams are over. Hoping I did well, or at least decent. Really I'm expecting all A's and B's except one class that's a total wild card. The professor is basically just going to assign us random grades I'm sure, and I'm just hoping that I kissed enough ass towards the end of the semester so she remembers me in a positive light.

So you're stickin with third shift for a while? I can't imagine switching shifts all the time, so I guess its good to be on a set schedule even if that means working nights. lol, my dad is on swing shift and it makes him a miserable bastard, or maybe he's just a miserable bastard anyways. haha.

I suppose I've rambled on long enough, but you know I'm just talkative every once in a while. I'll talk to ya later dear. *muah*

<3 me

ps... is it incredibly childish of me to read through your profile and see how i would fit in? lol.. we are so incredibly different.

... So my parents got a Christmas card from some relatives that live in Lancaster (Ephreta exactly I believe) and they were saying how they really need to go visit them sometime. Maybe I could go "visit" with them..... Gettin my hopes up for nothin I"m sure.. but yea.. just thought I'd let ya know.

ttyl dear

OOH! Do you have any pics of your snakes and lizards? I LOVE those! They're so beautiful.

hey butthead--

i don't have any money to buy anyone anything for christmas. kat and i have never actually been able to buy each other gifts. we always end up spending all of our money trying to get home for the holidays. it sucks.


-d.

Rules suck and as much as I bitch about them.. I'm too insecure/young/pussy/whatever catch phrase you 'd like to use to just do whatever I want and say fuck everyone else. I really do wish this week though that I could forget about all the fucking expectations people have of me. Its fuckin killing me and my stomach to try and make sure I'm on Dean's List again this semester. Just not sure if its meant to be. Anyways... I gotta work more on a fuckin paper due tomorrow. Procrastination as always. Love you muchly!!

<3 me

you're right, i should update.