Brain is rebooting.......Please Stand by..................
Brain is rebooting.......Please Stand by..................
So what the fuck is going on? Can someone tell me, explain it to me cause if you can honestly get through to this thick fucking skull then by all means I'll listen. What Is Aj ranting about tonight? Hell, i'll fucking tell ya. What is this political shit and why did I get fucking Puff Daddy or P Diddy or whatever calling my cell...
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With all rage, all fucking discontent, everything fucked up, unfair, nonsensical, bullshit, munfuckingdane, spiraling, depressingly electric, dark, unholy, rebellious, hurtful, aging, weak, televised, vocalized, drug or fucking alcohol induced, blood beaded upon skin, voiced raised to loved ones, unfeeling gods, nihilistic universe.........Bush..Kerry...Bush....Kerry, striving to make others happy, ignoring self happiness, false contentment, settling for less, giving up, wasted dreams, self control, Living and dying in...
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The magnificent scent of a chilly autumn day. Within that cold I feel the fucking fire building. Pits of despair. If lonliness had a fucking scent it would smell like brimestone. Having someone doesn't mean lonliness, it is actually demonic trickery. No matter how fucking close someone is to you they will and can never be you, and in that they shall never completely understand...
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jennynicole:
miss ya.. hopefully we can talk soon. great entry.. i hate winter.. and lonliness.. and yea.. i'm feelin it. but.. i'll ttyl.. byee
mle:
thank you for your words. they mean alot to me. out of everyone you made the most sense and hit me hardest. thanks again sweetheart. oh and FUCK FUCK FUCKETY FUCK FUCK. thats much better. 
Sooooooooooo. I just got home from MY bar. That is right it is my fucking bar. Me and the other Metalhead out here have got so much fucking Metal in that jukebox that if the old fuckers come in they had better be ready to fucking Slam.
Yeah, I called out of work today. Fuck them ass kissing, mortagage payment, four kids in college, whining...
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Yeah, I called out of work today. Fuck them ass kissing, mortagage payment, four kids in college, whining...
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lilmissmorbid:
I will write more to you later sweetcheeks I just wanted to say that the sound of breaking bottles to me sounds really goodI once in a fit of rage busted a whole china set that my grandmother gave to me.. Uh yeah can we say unstable? Anywho I promise to write much more to you tonight kisses 
abyssia:
i like breaking glass.
You don't know who I'm talking to...Why? because no one ever did. I feel it coming down my head.
Its Wolf's blood
Its pumping like its fucking in my viens
And I feel my vertebrae shaking
And I feel my heart is dead
And I feel my muscles twitch
And I feel my stomach split
And I know I'm not a man
And I know...
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Its Wolf's blood
Its pumping like its fucking in my viens
And I feel my vertebrae shaking
And I feel my heart is dead
And I feel my muscles twitch
And I feel my stomach split
And I know I'm not a man
And I know...
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abyssia:
well, i had a cheeky pink floyd response all ready for your request, but then i read this and *poof!* gone. useless. not to say the misfits beat the pink floyd... just that they don't belong on the same page really. two great tastes that just don't taste great together? anyway, there is only one way to find out what's behind these eyes - well two, if you get very literal. anyway, a photograph isn't going to do it. and by the way, i'm here to look much more than to be seen!
jennynicole:
did i ever tell you're awesome? cause you are!!
hehe.. and i just read that.. gets me hot and makes me sad sections of your profile.. and uhm.. yea.. those make you even more awesome!!
hehe.. and i just read that.. gets me hot and makes me sad sections of your profile.. and uhm.. yea.. those make you even more awesome!!
So I'm out a the fucking bar tonight. It was jam fucking packed for a goddamn Tuesday night. Anyway, this really pretty chick that I see in there often comes over to me. She's all Goth'd out, and honestly, she is pretty as shit. She says for me to buy her a drink, I tell her to go fuck herself, that I don't BUY drinks...
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lilmissmorbid:
LMAO sorry you had such a shitty time at the bar... I do the same thing as far as get hooked on some bitch only I usually offer to buy them a drink and they accept it then dont talk to me again.. that makes me wanna kill kill kill.. Um nevermind that...
Sorry you got hit on by a fucktard. Can I buy you a drink?
I'm a member of SG wanna see my titties?
I swear it wasnt me at the bar... I would have bneen classier and said Nice boots wanna fuck?
Yeah cause Im super cool like that.
Happy Humpity hump day!
Sorry you got hit on by a fucktard. Can I buy you a drink?
I'm a member of SG wanna see my titties?
I swear it wasnt me at the bar... I would have bneen classier and said Nice boots wanna fuck?
Yeah cause Im super cool like that.
Happy Humpity hump day!
abyssia:
~kiss~ you totally fucking rock. i'm laughing my ass off. or i was, until i saw that pic morbid left - and now i'm just kinda creeped out.
Here it is Tuesday? Wait is it........yeah, Tuesday. It feels pretty heavy today. If I knew how to fucking cry I think today would be an excellent fucking day for it. No reason really but I don't recomend listening to Concrete Blondes "Bloodletting" Cd on grey days. " Tommorow Wendy" is cranked out on my fucking stereo. I leave for work in an hour. I...
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cureelise:
Siouxsie and the Banshees hell yeah, hehehe i will have to write a book about my secrets
Well, the weekend is over and I guess the partying is fucking done for everyone, unless your one of the luck ones. Anyone, the Fucking Philadelphia Eagles won the football game today, that leaves us 5 and O. For those that don't know that means Five wins and zero losses. Its fucking great as far as I'm concerned.
I ran around a bit, bought a...
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abyssia:
i've always had a thing for bats. last autumn, one got stuck between the storm window and the inner window in the foyer... old house. big windows. even with all the space, i still can't figure how it got in there because it's body was only a little smaller than my fist. the guy i live with was going nuts running around and trying to find a broom.... i just opened the inside window enough that i could slip my fingers to the storm window latches (very old) and slide it up a bit. the poor bat was beating it's wings so hard against the window pane.... but then, once i closed the inner window, it found it's way out. my guy was kind of amazed that a "girl" would do that. as if i could be afraid of a bat! boys. he runs away from bumble bees and spiders too. i do all the necessary relocation. heh, and i name the little spiders. you know, the ones that just hang out at the top of the wall. wonder if there will be any bats this year. i think that everywhere i've lived, a bat has come to visit. apartments, my place in tucson. everywhere.
oh, and thanks for explaining what the 5 and 0 means. i pay so little mind to football that i really had no clue. i just know my dad is happy because the pittsburgh team won yesterday too. he and my mom are from there. technically, i'm from bristol. i was born in lower bucks hospital. wonder what i thought when i came out. i know i never really accepted being a child. i've never really accepted this life. maybe if i had accepted being a child again, i'd be more into this particular lifetime? i used to dance with snakes and initiate virgins. *sigh*
oh, and thanks for explaining what the 5 and 0 means. i pay so little mind to football that i really had no clue. i just know my dad is happy because the pittsburgh team won yesterday too. he and my mom are from there. technically, i'm from bristol. i was born in lower bucks hospital. wonder what i thought when i came out. i know i never really accepted being a child. i've never really accepted this life. maybe if i had accepted being a child again, i'd be more into this particular lifetime? i used to dance with snakes and initiate virgins. *sigh*
oh, and it wasn't someone i'm romantically involved with who said that to me. a friend. yup. most of my friends are men. go figure. i'd make him dinner were he not about 1,500 miles away. it was just so weird not to be the insanity. refreshing. and i realized i had let other people's idea that i am crazy become part of my identity. (hence the questioning of what i've done to myself.) only i can make myself and only i can destroy myself. i'm not going to be angry with myself for what i had to do to survive socially as a kid.... but i'm well beyond high school. i don't have to be "crazy" anymore. or i can be crazy AND attractive AND smart AND creative! not just the first two. tee hee! now i get to be full-on eccentric!!! ;o)