The fucking night has closed itself about me and yet again I have survived another fucking day amongst the bullshit order of life. I saw a shooting fucking star the other night and thought, how fucking cool to burn so bright and then to just fucking fade. Of all the stars in the sky the shooting ones are the coolest. They move outside of the...
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lilmissmorbid:
Okay i am guessing is this spell casting more of a ritual then a spell? And does it deal with lycanthropy? Just guessing I could be way off. But Im a curious bitch and wanna know.
Heyyyy, I'm pretty fucking buzzed and tired as hell. I haven't been out to the bar in a while. I went out with a few of my girlfriends after I got off work. I was in an Ozzy mood, pretty much like the fucking one I was in two weeks ago. All Ozzy, all me. I was thinking of some spell casting on the 26th...
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mle:
aw the glasses are cute! moving sucks. my eyes hurt from the crying. if i ripped them out would you eat them? malloreigh said my fish wouldnt like to eat them. 
we are going to curl up and die together, if we did would you cast a spell and bring us back to life, then we would end up being possesed zombie monsters and start eating human body parts and then i would hunt down eyes to eat to replace the eyes you ate before i died and came back to life evil? now that would be cool.... right?
we are going to curl up and die together, if we did would you cast a spell and bring us back to life, then we would end up being possesed zombie monsters and start eating human body parts and then i would hunt down eyes to eat to replace the eyes you ate before i died and came back to life evil? now that would be cool.... right?
abyssia:
one of these days we're just going to have to hang out.
I don't believe I fucking lost my Circle of Snakes fucking Danzig CD. I havent heard the fucker in weeks and I thought I brought it in the house with me. I guess I'll have to buy it the fuck again. The screen saver I have on my computer fucking sucks. The pics are all fucking tiled. Who wants to fucking see six pictures of...
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lilmissmorbid:
If you ever need help in the computer department just hit me up when im online and I'll work ya through it..
Just go on Kazaa and DL the danzig cd or I can do it for you if dont wanna and mail it to you.
Noone should be without Danzig for more then a night
Hope you have a good work week sweetcheeks..
Even though I totally hated the new TCM I can see your point.. I was just let down about them adding new shit to the storyline that didnt go with the original... What the hell was up with the baby? made no sense...
Just go on Kazaa and DL the danzig cd or I can do it for you if dont wanna and mail it to you.
Noone should be without Danzig for more then a night
Hope you have a good work week sweetcheeks..
Even though I totally hated the new TCM I can see your point.. I was just let down about them adding new shit to the storyline that didnt go with the original... What the hell was up with the baby? made no sense...
I've got one more day of working until four in the morning before everything cools down and I can fucking be me again. I usually like working from noon to midnight but this three to four am sucks ass. Sorry for not being entertaining but of been a bit busy. I wanted to write something more but I am fucking tired as shit. Get back...
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sarcasticmenace:
Yikes...those hours suck ass. Hope things get back to (ab)normal soon. 
brightnight:
i work 11+ hour days 4 days a week every week. i feel your pain. although the pain i don't feel is the pain of taking a beating like your eagles did today 
take it easy chief. don't let the man get ya down
take it easy chief. don't let the man get ya downI spent a bit of time in meditation this night, or morning, depending on how you want to percieve this fucking darkness out of doors and at this hour. Where was I........I'll tell you.
I must have been on the plain of some mountain because the sky was far fucking larger than I am used to seeing it. The snow was a bit above my...
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instarsia:
thank you sweetie
abyssia:
i read this again. i can't stop reading it. your beauty courses through it. your pain and your hope and your anger and your love... all of it. please, tell me more.
The allure of darkness for me is that It is so fucking warm and comfortable. When I am in all black, wearing my Baphomet with my leather jacket covered in pins and patches it is so warming, I am so at one with showing all my influences, all my musical energies it is just so fucking incredible. I wouldnt change me for all of the...
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abyssia:
yeah, i love you just the way you are. dark and powerful. delusional and aware. hum. kinda like me! ;o) (does that mean i should start loving myself?)
shark_____:
I'll get more beer
Pretty fucking grey out there today, the world looks devoid of hope. There really doesn't seem to be anything moving outside. Everything looks really black and white. LOL, just the way I like it!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm getting dressed. I have another twelve hour shift to work today, If I can I'm gonna get some more overtime tomorrow and I know I'm working all weekend. Fuck no,...
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I'm getting dressed. I have another twelve hour shift to work today, If I can I'm gonna get some more overtime tomorrow and I know I'm working all weekend. Fuck no,...
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abyssia:
i love this entry. i love it.
funny, i keep playing with my last post and the idea of caesar and the five gold pieces got in there.... i don't usually "edit" but this one just doesn't feel quite right - maybe it's not supposed to. nothing feels quite right. maybe if i get the words right, things will make sense? hehehe. kidding. maybe my guy will look for jobs overseas or in canada. and i'm not kidding about that. he works for GE. they used to bring good things to life, now they're imagination at work. kind of like killing the clean air laws and replacing them with clear skies.... means nothing. not to say that imagination isn't a good thing - but the problem is that they don't manufacture things here anymore. they fucking outsource their TRAINING to india! not that i have anything against india - fuck. i'm so done.
oh, there was this place i used to go to when i was a kid - punk shows and the like. for some reason i can't remember the name. but i do remember the last band i saw there was meat beat manifesto. 'twas a cinderblock building somewhere in jersey. maybe it began with a G - City Gardens? fuck it. no memory.
once again, this post of yours is amazing and i love it. and you're totally right about the politics of fear having won the election.
funny, i keep playing with my last post and the idea of caesar and the five gold pieces got in there.... i don't usually "edit" but this one just doesn't feel quite right - maybe it's not supposed to. nothing feels quite right. maybe if i get the words right, things will make sense? hehehe. kidding. maybe my guy will look for jobs overseas or in canada. and i'm not kidding about that. he works for GE. they used to bring good things to life, now they're imagination at work. kind of like killing the clean air laws and replacing them with clear skies.... means nothing. not to say that imagination isn't a good thing - but the problem is that they don't manufacture things here anymore. they fucking outsource their TRAINING to india! not that i have anything against india - fuck. i'm so done.
oh, there was this place i used to go to when i was a kid - punk shows and the like. for some reason i can't remember the name. but i do remember the last band i saw there was meat beat manifesto. 'twas a cinderblock building somewhere in jersey. maybe it began with a G - City Gardens? fuck it. no memory.
once again, this post of yours is amazing and i love it. and you're totally right about the politics of fear having won the election.
I've got a few fucking twelve hour shifts coming up the next few days. Fucking Bush, four more fucking years, this sucks, I ought to move to Canada, my first choice was some cool place in Texas my friend Steph wants me to go but fuck that noise now.
My fucking healthcare is through the goddamn roof, hurray for working for a living, hell man,...
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abyssia:
i'm a little too depressed for insights right now. and angry. very fucking angry. i mean, ok - so our state went for Kerry - but what the fuck is wrong with fuckers who voted for that simpering, smirking, evil-in-the-bad-way, fucking fool? Thomas Jefferson had this thing where he wanted to restrict voting rights to educated landowners. at this point, i'm thinking he was half-right. the education part. fucking fuck me and fuck me some more! i used to think it was funny - "why wait for the apocalypse, vote Bush/Cheney '04." or, "why vote for the lesser evil? vote C'thulu!" my fucking insight is that america - no, the US - is going to hell and there is nothing i can fucking do about it. my insight is that this is only the beginning of the havoc that man seeks to wreak and that WWIII is right around the corner.
i keep wondering what the Roman's thought toward the end of their empire. did they know it was coming? did they feel it? does that half of our country who seemingly voted for the war monger have any idea of what they've just done? ok, before i say fuck another time, i'm gonna stop talking about this fucking shit.
i keep wondering what the Roman's thought toward the end of their empire. did they know it was coming? did they feel it? does that half of our country who seemingly voted for the war monger have any idea of what they've just done? ok, before i say fuck another time, i'm gonna stop talking about this fucking shit.
lilmissmorbid:
You are so good to me..
Is it wrong for me to totally be crushing on you?
Hope today is better for you
Did the instructions above make sense?
Is it wrong for me to totally be crushing on you?
Hope today is better for you
Did the instructions above make sense?
Back to fucking work today for another two fucking weeks. This is no way for a person with delusions as great as mine to live. I need to win the fucking lottery and be done with it. I was just jamming out on my guitar, killing fucking time more or less. I wanted to be in bed by two to go out and vote tomorrow...
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sarcasticmenace:
Hey cutie. I am one delusional bitch myself.
abyssia:
how 'bout just maing it "ALL HAIL AJ"??? ;o)