aj_paradiselost's SuicideGirls Blog

These eyes that are worn from the road
Dirt tears neverending
The prize that keeps me from home
It's gone but keeps pretending

A journey that I walk alone
The sky it's line and this run
Clouds of dust as I kick them bones
My boots my Pride and my Gun

It's all I can do to recall
That time is still against me
The...
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abyssia:

this feels alone, but not lonesome... i smile.

Jun 28, 2005

jennynicole:

Guess what.... I'm BACKKKKKK! Don't pretend you're not thrilled. lol. Love ya!!

Jun 29, 2005

I went to the reniessance faire the other day. If I spelled it wrong, which i"m sure I did, then fuck it. I picked up some more weapons that I mounted on my walls. There was cleavage everywhere man!!!!!!!! That was pretty cool. I was told that Ren Faire chicks are easy. Yeah that was my first one. I always swore that I"d never go...
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receptionistdesk:

yea i don't think i could handle donnelly.

yea we saw kelly. we got three baby spiders; a brazilian red and white, a cameroon bird eater, and a mexican red rump.... so now there's 7 in all in the house.

Jun 27, 2005

abyssia:

Somehow I doubt you could ever piss me off enough for my stripes to show. :o)

I've an idea - I read your reply in an older post - something about your muse and you tossing so many of the songs you write. Well, why not just sent them to me? It's just like tossing them, only they're not really gone - but being cared for by your friendly, neighborhood Demoness/Tigress/Fallen Angel thingie - otherwise known as a mer. If you want, I can even promise not to read them. Sometimes my thoughts after a night of no sleep are useful - most of the times though, they're simply silly so feel free to disregard this babbling.

I actually feel like that.

[Edited on Jun 28, 2005 7:19AM]

Jun 27, 2005

I had to delete my last update. I did it out of anger and I really didn't want to upset those involved in alternative lifestyles so..............I'll stop there...........L8er...........Aj

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maybes_smashing:

uh. note to self: hitting the back button will make this motherfucker post your comment 42 times. suck.

-d.

[Edited on Jun 26, 2005 2:48AM]

Jun 25, 2005

maybes_smashing:

tawded.

-d.

[Edited on Jun 26, 2005 2:49AM]

Jun 25, 2005

Hmmmm, where to party tonight? I need a fucking explosion. Went food shopping, slept until 5:30 in the evening. I was up drinking beer and fucking off until about nine this morning if not Later. I think I need to go and figure out where I'm gonna cause fucking chaos this night......L8er........Aj

fuck I need to shave, my face is all itchy like. I'll be off work at eight in the morning and then it is off to install new rear shocks and struts into Kelly's firebird. I'll probably just do it right out front if I can find some shade. I have been out in the sun more in the past three days then I think...
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juno106:

I need to shave badly too. Damn it just keeps growing back.

Good luck with rear shocks, I hope they go on smoothly.

Jun 22, 2005

love:

FUCK I love your profile. Anyhow, if everyone aspired to be more pleasant and a little bit less obnoxious, the world would be a great place. Because obnoxious people would actually have to acknowledge the fact that they're asshats, and that in itself a huge step. Not many said assholes can get their head around that. Ha.

Given the choice I'd rather keep my Chucks on that have my Nikes all laced up, oh well if my feet hurt.

And you should try aloe for that sun rash. You can buy a bottle of the pure organic liquid at a health food store and it works miracles way better than any med.

xo

Jun 23, 2005

The other day was my birthday, Yaayyy, I am truly an old fucker. I went out to the pub with some of the boys. When I woke up the next day I was fucking sprawled out on the bed, still fully clothed and still wearing my boots. Since I really get off on watching the humans I have been observing lately this dude and this...
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abyssia:

Happy Birthday! - Belated... But that's just because you don't post your birthday for all to see - so I'm not going to feel guilty about missing it - right? Yes. Ok, now I'm talking to myself.... Time to go. :o)

Jun 21, 2005

annalee:

Oh no I missed your birthday, so sorry! I hope it was really good xxx

Jun 21, 2005

I got off of work a little early tonight. The stock I needed to start running New York magazines was coming in late from the pressroom so I was like, fuck it, and left. I've got Kill Bill vol 1 being ignored on the television while I'm Listening to Pink floyd and drinking a beer. I really want to record some music tonight, you know,...
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turbotoez:

mmmmmmm kill bill

I tried to make it my profile pic, but it didn't look good

Jun 17, 2005

abyssia:

Excellent new profile photo. I want to hear something extremely dark. I want to hear something True.

Jun 18, 2005

Well, I got all trashed and went out to the OTEP show. That will probably be the last time I see them. I wasn't impressed at all. I think they were all better the first time I saw them. I met some new fuckers who knew alot about King Diamond and Merciful Fate. They met up with me at the Irish pub after the show....
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erastella:

I envy the insane too. Different vision, but also different freedoms.

I sometimes wonder what I would I'd end up being like at this point without the haze. Doubtfully a positive change. I know what you mean though...if one is in complete direction of the scope of communication, then one might as well be talking to oneself.

Jun 16, 2005

snuggalette:

it would be a very good idea to learn to play guitar... ive always wanted to try bass.. but ive never had any luck with instruments.. i played the flute for about a year and well.. it didnt go over too well.. after 6 months of playing.. i could only manage a slow tempo hot cross buns... needless to say when i went to concerts, i pretended to know what i was doing.. guess its as good thing my teacher never handed out solo parts to unsuspecting kids..

Jun 16, 2005

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