aj_paradiselost

So this is some fucked up shit. Two days in a row I've hung out with one of my boys out here Richard and both days his girl came out and gave him shit. She is always fucking ragging on the bastard. Sometimes he stands his ground most of the time he doesn't. Yeah I know love can be a twisted fucking thing but how much shit should a fucker deal with you know? Well I fucking walked out of the pub because she started on me, pretty much wondering how come I wouldn't answer my cell phone when she was trying to get a hold of him. I fucking can't stand young chicks, swear to god man. I'm sitting there throwing darts and I turn around and she is there with two of her girlfriends. I was like " Oh fuck, shit is going to hit the fan now, just don't fuck around in my pub is all." Me and the other Metalheads were drinking and doing shots and talking shit and then there she is. When she tried to start in on me I pretty much fucking rolled out of there. Fuck that, I'm sure is shit not taking any fucking shit from some controlling blonde.
I mean there is the whole convience thing, don't get me wrong I totally understand it, you leave together, you share the bills, the food, the car payments, the credit cards, I mean I fucking know it isn't CONVENIANT to just walk out. The fucker is screwed, but in a way, aren't we all? One way or another man. Some dude in AA was telling me alcoholism is a problem. I asked him why and he said it is because it is something that can't be controlled. I told him he was a fucking scared pussy. Can you control how much the government takes out of your checks? Can you control the days when the landlord wants his rent? Can you control whether or not mental or physical disease is going to rack your fucking body? No. At least addiction is a choice that you CAN make for yourself. It may be out of your control but what the fuck IS in your control anyway. Fuck it man. Don't by into that main stream bullshit. Big brother can make his rules but in the end if a landslide of shit is going to be out of your control then it is for the better that you pick and choose your own goddamn vices then letting the world pick them for you, fuck it...........L8er.............AJ