Well, I got all trashed and went out to the OTEP show. That will probably be the last time I see them. I wasn't impressed at all. I think they were all better the first time I saw them. I met some new fuckers who knew alot about King Diamond and Merciful Fate. They met up with me at the Irish pub after the show. I was so fucking ripped. The opening Metal bands were fucking great though. I need to do some major life changes. I would go back to school but I have no way of knowing what it is I'd like to do. My Gemininess is constantly moving me about like a ship in a storm. Yeah, I'm that..........um..........Flighty? I really didn't want to use that word.
I so envy the insane. Lucky fuckers. They get to go, and be whatever and wherever thier minds take them, a permanant vacation of sorts. I did have a great time talking with a friend of mine Amanda. She is usually in a haze of marijuana. She hasn't smoked in five months and it is like making a new friend. She talks alot more, which I enjoy cause I hate fucking have to resort to being entertaining or talking about myself. If you know everything about yourself then cool, if I knew myself better I wouldn't feel like I was in such a fucking maelstrom most of the time. Anyway, enough............L8er.........AJ
I so envy the insane. Lucky fuckers. They get to go, and be whatever and wherever thier minds take them, a permanant vacation of sorts. I did have a great time talking with a friend of mine Amanda. She is usually in a haze of marijuana. She hasn't smoked in five months and it is like making a new friend. She talks alot more, which I enjoy cause I hate fucking have to resort to being entertaining or talking about myself. If you know everything about yourself then cool, if I knew myself better I wouldn't feel like I was in such a fucking maelstrom most of the time. Anyway, enough............L8er.........AJ
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I sometimes wonder what I would I'd end up being like at this point without the haze. Doubtfully a positive change. I know what you mean though...if one is in complete direction of the scope of communication, then one might as well be talking to oneself.