aj_paradiselost

Alright fuckers, so how do you win, do you win? Lets just say the most powerful primordial part of you is survival, do you crush others beneath your feet and should you really care? If you can be the purest form of you and others melt before you and become a trash heap of fucking sadness and broken hearts how much should you care? I totally dig having cool shit but at the cost of freedom? To travel, to share thoughts, to tie on a really cool buzz. To nail a chick that you are there with, heart, soul and mind. What are you willing to trade? Happiness? fucking temporal emotion that may make you smile and may make you hard. LOL. Its like getting on stage and not caring if you are good or bad, its not even caring that you are on stage. I've been there and done that a million times. Sometimes you can clap your hands and see all before you turning to dust. There is no regret there, there is just the ordering of the next beer and an hour later you promise that maybe, just maybe, you won't try so hard tomorrow, if you are lucky.
I'm just taking a break from the Playstation and the guitar and having another beer. I'm one of those fuckers that can do several things at one time. Kneel before Zod son of Jorel. I used to have a plan to rule the world, I really fucking did, no shit. And then, love and other things make you lose your focus and then you think, fucking hell, maybe I had no focus at all, I mean really, driven fuckers are driven only by thier goals you know? Love is a fucking anchor that couldn't even have kept the titanic from sinking. Shit is really going to have to change soon man, I'm working on it.
I think I've fucking figured it out man. Rock music, my music, maybe I"ve been totally going about all this shit wrong. It isn't about the music. I bet I could be a fucking rockstar by picking up my guitar and throwing it through a series of mirrors. What does that mean? it fucking means that music isn't really about music but the delivery. Any KISS fans out there..................Hey guess what Kiss sucks and since I was a teenager I always hoped that Rob Halford was gay cause Judas Priest was. They were no Iron Maiden, they were no Black Sabbath and I saw them in concert a few times. I was thinking that If they didn't come on stage in Harley's I would totally forget that I was even seeing this fucking show.
The bottom line is don't let them tell you what is great, figure that one out on your own, like God, like Murphy fucking Brown. This is the rant fuckers, the rant of god....Revelations,,,,,,,,,,,,12 Verse blow me. com............Aj