Sunday Mar 13, 2005

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So I was canceled from work today. It would seem that we are running ahead of schedule so paying me over time didn't seem worth it to the supervisors.........Cock suckers. Yeah, I can be one of those fuckers that are never happy, either working too much or working too little. By the way, too little for me is less than 50 hours a week. I'm not a workaholic, I just have more modifications I want to make on my Firebird. Well I've got all fucking day to be lazy, maybe I'll call Thorn, I haven't seen her in two weeks. Or maybe I'll just get together with Shana and have a rock session and piss of the neighbors.
Oh yeah, and I was considering converting to Catholisism. I thought it would be cool to say prayers in fucking Latin at the Diner, and splash holy water over me and wear rosaries and shit. Sounds cool to me. I'm the proverbial catepiller, always wanting to reinvent. Hence change is cool that is way I have so many bats tattooed on my body, in case you didn't know bats are the spiritual animal for change.
So any fucking way, enough for now, time to drink some hot tea with honey in it babeeeeeeeee, Fucking A right.......L8er.........Aj.
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abyssia:
Catholicism has many perks - not the least of which are the use of incense and bells during mass! The stained glass does tend to rock and you have to admire the gold chalices and the rich vestments the priests use. Ooh, and perhaps the funniest bonus is the confession of sins. Yup. Once a year in a booth and you're set for heaven baby! Plus they give you a cracker and wine whenever you come in for church. Ok, now I'm wondering why I ever quit... I mean, the Christ on the Cross is one of the most delectably macabre things I can imagine and I got to see it every week! Madness. How could I leave all that? Oh yes, I remember - Dogma.

I did not know that bats were considered a spiritual animal for change. That puts some recent "hallucinations" (visions? I could be a saint!) in a whole new light. I love bats so when ugly, bat-like creatures started attacking me I was confused and kind of pissed. The hissing and the swooping of these three foot shadow creatures is just kind of weird. Maybe, just maybe, they are showing me that I must change. That it is time. Maybe I need to be kind of beat over the head with it. I can be awful stubborn.

You asked about the power he holds.... A very insightful question indeed. Eerily so. Sometimes I just want to squeeze you for actually getting it. For getting me. I'm not going to put this in my journal, but I thought it might answer some of your questions. (And yes, I still need to get back to you - and I will.)

with me
not for me
he came but
but did not claim
simple
he will not take
what he knows he must relinquish
he will take
whatever is offered
simple
so full
almost found
now empty
yes, utterly lost - again
so fucking simple
not the fool
not the hermit
a child could see
not me
simple...

if i don't laugh, i'll die.
annalee:
Im glad you like it shall I make you bleed and glow? Hey, dont go all religious! just worship the guitar skull smile

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