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CherryHill New Jersey

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Friday Jan 21, 2005

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Here I am the fuck again. I was out at the bar with Thorn and her ex-boy friend. Both of them are friends of mine and I don't think I will ever fucking bring the two of them together again. Thorn had fucking four long Island Iced teas and tried to walk home. She was busted by the cops and driven home, fuck her, at 34 she should know better than to let her emotions get the best of her, hell, we all should. I was at the bar earlier and wanted to pay for her to have a cab ride home and she said she'd pocket the money and walk home, I told her to go fuck herself then. I've been friends with Thorne for years, she is beautiful as hell, and tall, I dig tall chicks but I'm not about the drama. We have been friends for so long that she is beyond the point of being able to give me a hard on. I've been jamming out on my guitar for the past few hours. I think I just need to go to fucking bed. Billy Idol was just playing on VH1. I can never turn off Billy Idol since he is one of my role models in this life. I'm tired, I think I'm gonna try to crash, L8er.............Aj
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maybes_smashing:
i am entirely too lazy to have to come all the way to your page to comment, fucker!

anyway, uh, gay bars are the best. except if you're a straight boy they may not be, but if you're secure in your sexuality i guess it's cool because you can just tell the homos that you don't want to suck their cocks. haha. am i a bad lesbian?

so, classes. i'm trying to graduate by august, so i'm doing all the bullshit classes now. i've got american history since 1877, perception, history and systems of psychology, philosophy of modern science, and statistics. hella fun.

and the depression is more... bipolar disorder. i've just got the depressive phase going on right now. my manic phases are more hypomanic and don't last very long at all. the depressive phases last months. chalk it up to genetics. i thank my father everyday for this gift he's given me.

fuck. i'm so tired and i have to work at four. i don't want to wait on evil fuckers all night.


-d.
Jan 21, 2005
abyssia:
i'm stubborn like your friend Thorn - but not such a lightweight! and i'd have taken your money - probably... maybe? idunno. actually, probably not. emotions get the best of us all. some might say that emotions ARE the best of us all. we are emotional beings.... and yeah, sometimes that sucks.

i can never turn billy idol off either. first music i ever came to... sweet sixteen is probably the lamest idol song ever, but... wow. good memories.
Jan 21, 2005

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