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CherryHill New Jersey

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Friday Dec 17, 2004

Dec 17, 2004
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What a fucked up night at work. It was one of those fucking nights where you realize that you might just work too hard and care too much about making some other fucker rich at your own sanity. I've got the song " Mannequin" Playing by Cradle of Filth. I've been thinking of this song all day so I fucking figure that it would calm me this day, and it is.
I went from fucking drinking from time to time to drinking constantly to drinking from time to time, Why? The fuck if I know. Reality sucks ass, I've said that often and I stand by that. I'm really buzzed right now so if the shit I write is spelled incorrectly then all I can do is quote a famous man that once said, " Fuck You".

Led to other worlds, by the Girls she curled within, I took thier skins to see her, be my, be my Mannequin........Cradle of Filth.
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pretty_kitty:
dude its sooo fucking frezzin here! its just raining all the fucking time! i love the rain but hate the cold! ne way Cradle of Filth come from down the road to me, i didnt know they were big im america.
The UK is a pretty cool place really, i just fuck off to London for a day it takes like 20mins to central London from my house, and that makes me happy and less bored biggrin yaya for London lol

hehehe ne way im off to get ready for this party

live fast die young x
Dec 18, 2004
lilmissmorbid:
I am the same way with the drinking. especially this time of year I tend to get really depressed and psycho. And turn to the bottle. No amount of antidepressents get me through. So I know my reason for drinking... I hope you are still hanging tight and having a great time.. Friend still sleepin on the couch?
Hope you had a great weekend
kiss
Dec 18, 2004

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