Okay, so here is the fucking thing, I've got to get the fuck out of here. I can feel the walls of this kind of existence closing in around me. This place, this life, this job. Yeah I've got some pretty cool shit but it is a cold comfort. The fucking problem is that when you have a great fucking person in your corner how the fuck do you walk away from that? I have never known fucking regret and I don't plan on fucking starting. The full moon is seven days from today and believe me I can feel it, my restlessness and anxiety knows that something within wants to run, and i know what that something is.
What do I mean by cold comfort? It is having her preparing your lunch and picking up razors for you to shave with and then again not remembering the last fucking time you got laid. Its fucking being next to a warm body that loves you more than life and being unable to remember the last great conversation that you've had with her. It means knowing there is a great big fucking world out there and her being unable to see past her job, student loans, our snakes and reptiles and a massive fucking book collection.
I'm thinking after January of taking some time off and seeing Canada. I've always wanted to see Canada. Yeah, my fucking ambitions are small ones. Enough fucking whining, I'm gone.........L8er.
What do I mean by cold comfort? It is having her preparing your lunch and picking up razors for you to shave with and then again not remembering the last fucking time you got laid. Its fucking being next to a warm body that loves you more than life and being unable to remember the last great conversation that you've had with her. It means knowing there is a great big fucking world out there and her being unable to see past her job, student loans, our snakes and reptiles and a massive fucking book collection.
I'm thinking after January of taking some time off and seeing Canada. I've always wanted to see Canada. Yeah, my fucking ambitions are small ones. Enough fucking whining, I'm gone.........L8er.
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im sorry to hear about that but im sure she loves you, i hate it when ppl get into relationships and forget about how to have amazing convo and it all becomes way to comfey like wheres my slippers and pipe.. my heads all confuzzzed about wat i want to do with my life everyone seems to be soo restless at the moment i blame it on being winter... i never have ne energy in the winter and im always so tierd
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Howl at the moon for me.