The allure of darkness for me is that It is so fucking warm and comfortable. When I am in all black, wearing my Baphomet with my leather jacket covered in pins and patches it is so warming, I am so at one with showing all my influences, all my musical energies it is just so fucking incredible. I wouldnt change me for all of the fucking world babeeeeeeeeeee.
I may be delusional but what is the grand option? Reality? Yeah fuck you. Reality gives you Cancer and burys you simply cause a fucking doctor says you have no chance to live. Fucking Doctors, the worst Clerics and Mages in the goddamn world. So how the fuck come when we can cure more shit than ever before can they come to the conclusion that you are dying so much faster. Don't try to read between the lines of this Journal entry. I'm not dying of anything nor do I even have any fucking STDs. I'm just saying that the whole fucking world has nothing to sell but fear. Hey Aj, you might say, they've been selling fear since the invent of Religion, yeah well no shit.
I'll tell you what though. No matter how much bullshit the world offers fucking dementia and disallusionment are better than fucking Heroin and Crack. Oh yeah and fucking DENIAL is supreme. Hey Aj, what are you getting at? Nothing fucker, I'm drinking and I have no fucking point so fucking blow me. Time for me to go watch something go up in flames in the privacy of my own home. That is what fucking bath tubs and bathroom fans are for, oh yeah and showering and a quick extinguishing environment. Shower heads rule...........L8er Fuckers, your parents really don't love you, you let them down, no, disregard that, I'm just fucking with ya. Now where the fuck is that Sex Pistols CD?.....L8er.
I may be delusional but what is the grand option? Reality? Yeah fuck you. Reality gives you Cancer and burys you simply cause a fucking doctor says you have no chance to live. Fucking Doctors, the worst Clerics and Mages in the goddamn world. So how the fuck come when we can cure more shit than ever before can they come to the conclusion that you are dying so much faster. Don't try to read between the lines of this Journal entry. I'm not dying of anything nor do I even have any fucking STDs. I'm just saying that the whole fucking world has nothing to sell but fear. Hey Aj, you might say, they've been selling fear since the invent of Religion, yeah well no shit.
I'll tell you what though. No matter how much bullshit the world offers fucking dementia and disallusionment are better than fucking Heroin and Crack. Oh yeah and fucking DENIAL is supreme. Hey Aj, what are you getting at? Nothing fucker, I'm drinking and I have no fucking point so fucking blow me. Time for me to go watch something go up in flames in the privacy of my own home. That is what fucking bath tubs and bathroom fans are for, oh yeah and showering and a quick extinguishing environment. Shower heads rule...........L8er Fuckers, your parents really don't love you, you let them down, no, disregard that, I'm just fucking with ya. Now where the fuck is that Sex Pistols CD?.....L8er.
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abyssia:
yeah, i love you just the way you are. dark and powerful. delusional and aware. hum. kinda like me! ;o) (does that mean i should start loving myself?)
shark_____:
I'll get more beer