aj_paradiselost

Back to fucking work today for another two fucking weeks. This is no way for a person with delusions as great as mine to live. I need to win the fucking lottery and be done with it. I was just jamming out on my guitar, killing fucking time more or less. I wanted to be in bed by two to go out and vote tomorrow morning, then in became three, now I think I'll be in bed by 4am.
I was going to take some halloween pics. I didn't really dress up or anything. I just grabbed a Cradle of Filth shirt and wore all my spikes. A bunch of chicks danced with me at the club so I guess I wasn't too freaked out looking. My Gothic half was with me but she was caught up dancing with the Lesbians in her tight leather Demon outfit. Goth? I can't always understand the why, but hey, to each his own. I suppose there is a thin line between Metal and Goth, the darkness I suppose but at least in Metal there is more power where in Goth it seems more depressing and Victimizing, at least to me, Maybe its just a fucking Werewolf thing. ALL HAIL AJ's FUCKING DELUSIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. Gonna split, take care, and TABOO is just another word for cool shit that you haven't done yet, but yer gonna fucking love.......L8er.