aj_paradiselost

Its almost half past fucking five. I just devoured a can of tuna fish. Yeah I fucking dig tuna fish with tons of salt. I had to give my cat Siouxsie some before I added the salt. I think she only fucking digs salt when she is biting the shit out of me. Man I'm fucking beat. Its been a goddamn long day at work. I just got off work at four am but you really can't beat the overtime pay. I need to go crash out and dream of running with the pack. Of us dodging in and out of the trees and tackling eachother, fighting playfully. The freedom of the warmth of the moon, yeah it is warm when it is full. Myself and the rest of the pack kinda of went Rogue, we all went our seperate ways, but hey, life goes on, it always seems to fucking go on. I saw a falling star tonight. I haven't seen one in years.
So I got into a couple of confrontations at work tonight. But I do that alot so most of the time I don't deem them worth fucking remembering. I'm not a fucking hippie or anything but there are alot of guys who like to go hunting. They tell me its a rush and that I would like it. I told them that I couldn't go after anything that I could not become victorious with face to face. And yeah it would be a fucking rush to a simple fool. Its the rush of a goddamn bully picking on something weaker than itself. Let me give you a bow with one arrow and let you take down a rhino you asshole.
Then there was the Christian dude, there are many that I work with. I swear to fucking god this guy only repeats what he has been told by some life fearing motherfucker who drives a cadillac, pastor, reverend, priest? who gives a fuck, big business I say. Mind numbing brainwash. Anyway, as I've said I'm tired and being a rambling fucking asshole. I am not at my best when tired, I end up just bitching like a little girl so I will say....L8er