Wednesday Sep 29, 2004

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I jammed out on my brand newest guitar since I got off work. I'm loving life, I'm just not loving the amount of time I spend at my job. I'd really like a new job by this one pays so well!!!. Arggg. Decisions, decisions. I'm trying so hard to be an adult but christ, it is fucking killing me. I don't REQUIRE a house and a pool and kids but they would be cool. But starting yet another band and enjoying that life would be cool too. To maintain rent and car payments and the like suck cause I need a job like the one I have. But growing old and risking everything to be a rockstar sometimes seems well worth the risk. Fuck it
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drakonos:
some sacrifices are meant to be made to make way for far better things. Some things are meant to be. Like you said, you win some you lose some. Maybe the bigger picture is for you to risk it and hopefully take the band to a successful path.. or.. it may be to establish yourself first with finances. Life normally would reveal which is needed at such and such time.

I agree with Morb and go with your heart, the same way you suggested for me to have the romance as my guide.

- J.
sarcasticmenace:
Wow, you made me blush! blush


As for your decisions, decisions...just listen to what your gut instinct is telling you to do. I ignored mine for many years, and it was always right. wink

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