aj_paradiselost

Yeah, so, I was at the bar tonight. I went to the bathroom and when I came back the dudes I was with were laughing. Apparently this guy at the bar asked if they could lend him a dollar or buy him and drink and they were laughing at him. I've seen this guy before and at this bar often. He is obviously a punk cause I see him wearing alot of Social Distortion and Sex Pistols shirts. I bought him a shot cause I felt bad cause we were all standing behind him at the bar. The guys I was hanging out with were making jokes and cracking on him because he was drinking Mickeys Big mouths and was barely able to stay on his stool. I didn't like that too much because I'm sure he could hear all thier comments since no one else was talking to him. The guys I work with all left looking at me like I was a fucking queer or something but I felt like shit because I fuck with people but I don' t like to hurt thier fucking feelings and I had a feeling like this dude on the stool heard everything they were saying. I felt bad so I bought him the shot. Now I feel like amongst men I feel less but to that guy on the stool it doesn't matter. I wanted him to know that he had a friend. I know what it is like to feel everyone is looking at you and I didn't want him to feel that way. I wanted him to feel accepted, even if it was only by me. So why do I feel like the guys from work will think I am weak, too, nice or maybe even gay for buying another guy a drink? I'd really like responses.