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CherryHill New Jersey

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Friday Feb 17, 2006

Feb 17, 2006
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So myself and my friend Matt decide to go bar hopping yesterday. Yesterday is a bit of a blur. A few drinks here and there. Matt decided to do the driving. ON the fucking way back Kristen pulls up alongside of us. I'm yelling out the window for her to call me to maybe hang out Later on that night. Well, fucking Matt decides to look over and shout that she should hang out. Unfortunately Matt wasn't looking straight ahead. Fucking BANG! Nailed the car in front of him, then that car hit the car in front of it. Matt got taken to jail for a DUI and he thinks his Insurance had lapsed.
Fucking sucks, we sat there and washed and wax his truck a few hours earlier. Shit always fucking happens when you wash and wax your car. That is why I go straight the hell home after I clean my car.
I had a bar maid have to come over to me and ask me if I could stop saying " Fuck" so much. My answer to her was that I could fucking try but that I seriously fucking doubted it. I guess that kind of language is inappropriate for bars nowadays.
Oh and last night and went out to the ganster bar too. I like doing that from time to time. Gangsters fucking hate me. I go in to bars like that and play shitloads of rock and metal. Last night I was in more of a Danzig, Sisters of Mercy mood.
Its kind of wierd being single again, not sure I know how after fucking almost six years. There is no feeling of excitement or anything like that. It's more like, fuck, how am I going to keep having fun and buying toys on one income? I know that sounds selfish but dwelling on a dead relationship just brings one down, why would I want to do that to myself?
I've been thinking like this, I still have my friends, I still have my job, I still have my car. The only thing missing in my life is her. Yeah, she was an important part of my life but a person in your life is still only a part of it overall.
She doesn't sleep, she just gets stoned and drinks fuck loads of wine and stays glued to the computer and listens to misfits, over and fucking over and fucking over. They are one of my favorite bands but with that shit going on I don't know how much longer.
I wonder where I should reek havoc tonight? Maybe I'll find some classy joint. I have a DEVILDRIVER t-shirt on that says " I COULD FUCKING CARE LESS" What do you think, the fuckers outta love that.
I AIM to Misbehave----Malcom(Firefly)
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tonkakatt:
obviously I'm not dealing very well. its been several months since my divorce, and I'm a drunken mess 2 -5 days a week. I don't socialize too much. and what pathetic attempts I've made at getting together have led me me being blown off or stood up...3 nights in a row last week. how's that for the esteem!

but enough about me.
Feb 18, 2006
luna13:
smile indeed...
Pobably twoo then cuz one tends to get lonely.
I would like to have a pet, preferably a dog, but my boyfriend thinks they smell too much frown
So no dog for me boohoo...
I like cats too, but I once had one and she was a total bitch!
So I'm scared I'm just unlucky when picking out a cat or something... She seemed so cute when she was a kitten *sigh*

Anywho, I still have a guinea pig namd Yamcha, and he is very old, so the last years/months/days I want just him, so I can give him my full attention smile
And then when he's gone, I'll see...
Feb 18, 2006

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