Blah blah blah. I'm so wicked fucking bored man. I think I'm getting old. Its getting kind of hard to get off the couch when I'm not at work. I think I fucking need some new friends, wilder ones that can keep up with the wolves in human form. I'm tired of going over my guitar theory lessons over and over again. It was much more fun to shred when I wasn't concerned about the how I played instead of the why I play what I play. Kind of takes the fun out of it. So any fucking way maybe I'll kill some time with some mind numbing video games. Fucking L8er.........AJ
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I don't think she's minding me talking to you so much anymore. She gets it that you're just a friend. Thanks for bein cool with her on the phone. I'm really trying to build a tougher skin.. not so sure its working but I"m kickin my ass trying. This is about her though, not about me, so I need to keep telling myself to just do what she needs me to do and not reflect my attitude towards my own depression on her and her struggles. We'll be ok. She'll be ok. I just gotta try and realize its not me. Its not my fault and there's nothing I can do to make it all better for her. I just gotta try and be here with as tough of skin as I can muster to help her out. It's making me realize how much I love her.
Anyways... hope your weekend full of work wasn't too horrible. I love ya and I'll talk to you soon I'm sure. later hun...