Tuesday Dec 13, 2005

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I am not sure what to update, fuck. Things seem so wicked out of control anymore. It isn't that life gets bad but eventually it requires you to play by its rules. I'm getting pretty fucking sick of the rules. Fucking Cowards hide behind rules and I'm tired of trying to live like one of those lifeless fuckers. I'm a bit too young to be having a midlife crisis so what the fuck man? I just want to play music and stay fucking drunk. I can die this way, no shit........L8er......AJ
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maybes_smashing:
hey butthead--

i don't have any money to buy anyone anything for christmas. kat and i have never actually been able to buy each other gifts. we always end up spending all of our money trying to get home for the holidays. it sucks.


-d. ARRR!!!
jennynicole:
Rules suck and as much as I bitch about them.. I'm too insecure/young/pussy/whatever catch phrase you 'd like to use to just do whatever I want and say fuck everyone else. I really do wish this week though that I could forget about all the fucking expectations people have of me. Its fuckin killing me and my stomach to try and make sure I'm on Dean's List again this semester. Just not sure if its meant to be. Anyways... I gotta work more on a fuckin paper due tomorrow. Procrastination as always. Love you muchly!!

<3 me

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