aj_paradiselost

I am not sure what to update, fuck. Things seem so wicked out of control anymore. It isn't that life gets bad but eventually it requires you to play by its rules. I'm getting pretty fucking sick of the rules. Fucking Cowards hide behind rules and I'm tired of trying to live like one of those lifeless fuckers. I'm a bit too young to be having a midlife crisis so what the fuck man? I just want to play music and stay fucking drunk. I can die this way, no shit........L8er......AJ