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aisuryuu

Kiowa CO (middle of fucking nowhere)

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Friday Dec 04, 2009

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MEH,

So i wonder to myself y i keep coming bk here to be honest. There was a time when this place meant a lot to me, i had so many great friends. But shit happens, and like i do with so many of my relationships i just left. I blame my ex honestly, tho i am not without blame.

So as for my life in the last few months, lets see... Skool is rough, not really news i know. I saw something that i think is the most impacting thing i have had in my life. I got to see a birth in my OB clinicals. that was pretty ummm yea... Its beautiful, gross, amazing, scary, just plain overwhelming.

Lets see, i completely cut my ex out of my life, which is about the best choice i prolly ever made.

I'm visiting my grandma in oregon for christmas, shes not doing so great (alzhimers).

I'll be honest, i'm really struggling with the whole relationship thing, im so sick of being alone, but i hate and im tired of the failing relationships i've been having.

meh, ill put 30 seconds to mars's new vid up just cause, not like ne takes the time.
This is "kings and Queens" enjoy
_holden_:
Glad to see you posting again.

Things on the site have changed a lot since I've been here, but there are still some really great people.

Hang in there. I hope you enjoy Christmas with your Grandma. I'm sorry she isn't doing well. My Grandpa had dementia which is similar to Alzheimers. It was so tough. My heart goes out to you both.
Dec 4, 2009
_holden_:
Thanks for your comment. I appreciate it.kiss
Dec 9, 2009

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