aisuryuu

hey kats and kittens, whats up with everyone? not all that much to report, i just really dont have nething to report. i am coming to crossroad this month tho. I dont think i'm going to be here much longer in colorado. I am really ready to leave. i just struggle to find any reason to stay here. I mean there are a few, but they will still be apart of my life if i move.
Plus the thought of moving to oregon kinda keeps me pluggin along. i might be romanticizing it a bit. but oregon was always the greatest place i remember growing up when i would go to visit family. plus i just really feel like i need a fresh start.
I really hate this month tho. Its always a reminder about how my life is not goin how I want it to. my birthday is in ten days and i dread it every year. to me it just feels like a marker to another year gone by and im not where i wanted to be.
plus i have just been really apathetic lately and i have no idea why. I am really just struggling most days to find a reason to go on with the repetivness of my life. plus i think i am so anxious to leave, that in my head i am already to a better place.

neway here is some music like always:

Note To Self - From First To Last

I love those guys

Scary Kids Scaring Kids-My Darkest Hour

lol i think this video is funny

AFI-Days of the Pheonix

still think these guys are like the most talented band out there. Oldie but goody this song.

so im dying my hair again, and i dont know what colors i wanna do yet tell me what u think: black and blue, black and purple, or black purple and pink. neway take care all ttyl.

Ryuu