So work has been better, my boss is back, and now i dont hafta take on that reponsibility. but it takes that stress away and forces me to deal with all the shit i have been pushing aside for the last 4 months. I no longer hafta deal with the stress of my job, just the stress of living with myself. I honestly dont know y i'm putting these pics up, heat of the moment sort of thing, but if u dont like blood, or that sorta thing dont look.
U know i try really hard to be a good person, and do the right thing even when its hard. I go out of my way to help others, i dont make waves, and i dont make waves. Y is it that people need to do such horrible things to each other? So i'm leaving my apartment today, head out to my car and i notice i have a flat tire. so im thinking to myself that dammit, i really dont want to hafta to change this, but i head over to my car towards the back where my jack, and spare tire are. and i notice on my drivers side that i have 2 more. So someone decided that i was wasting to much of the worlds air and let it out of my tires. y they picked my car out of all the cars in the parking lot, idk.
I guess if u judged me solely on looks, than i guess some tall skinny emoish guy is an easy target. and i'm sure it is a great laugh for them. but i just think to myself what did i do to deserve it? I mean like i dont have enough shit im trying to deal with, now i hafta be the butt of their jokes? idk, i guess life just sux no matter how hard u try. w/e.
latters
ryuu
Just forget about them, your better than they are and they need to belittle someoneelse to give their lives any meaning.
All i can say is fuck then.
There just a buch of weak people that need to harm people or things to feel better about then self.
the assholes that Slashed your tires wouldn't have done it if you were where there, because that would take courage.
I use to cut myself too, I helped. i released the bad, let in the good, and made me aware that i was indeed still among the living.
I hope that this day brings you better luck.
stay strong