ok, so i know i havent had much to say lately lol. not much interesting goin on for me to be honest. Mentally i am doin pretty good 
. but its probably cause im so busy i dont have time to think :p.
well i just really needed to put these thoughts into words so thats y im posting a blog. So i was having breakfast at my parents house yesterday. like we do every other friday. and it was just me and my dad this week. my mom had to work. my youngest bro had to work, and my other bro was sleeping. which was ok, cause i havent had much time to talk to my dad one on one of late. which sux cause i think he and i have great intellectual conversations. and i dont really get that anywhere else.
neway, yesterday the conversation revolved around my parents failing marraige. I mean it has been a long time coming. So nothing was really new news. I actually thought things were getting better. but my dad said that its the worst things have ever been. they havent talked to each other in a long time. my dad sleeps in our basment, and pretty much never leaves. neway. we were talking about how when i moved out i had hoped things would get better, cause i always felt i was part of the problem. and i have only seen my dad cry 2 times in my life, one was when my dog died, the other was yesterday. He cried, i cried, and he gave me a big hug. kodak moment really lol. but he told me it was never about me. its just that i feel that, my family was the one thing in my life that i thought i could rely on. And when my dad first told me that him and my mom were gonna get a divorce probably after my youngest brother graduated and went to school. i have really had to rethink a lot of the things in my life. If a family cant last, what can? I mean i guess i thought at my age this sort of thing would be easy but it doesnt seem to be that way at all.
neway, thanx to all my wonderful friends on here who read what i have to say, and give me positive feed back. it really means a lot to me. Hit me up sometime and i'll take u out to lunch or something alrighty. o, and i have absolutely fallen in love with this band (shiny toy guns). they are amazing. Plus Carah Faye is sooo hot. she is my new crush
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i know u loved that so heres another one.
isnt she just cute as a button lol. thanx y'all talk to u latter.
. but its probably cause im so busy i dont have time to think :p.
well i just really needed to put these thoughts into words so thats y im posting a blog. So i was having breakfast at my parents house yesterday. like we do every other friday. and it was just me and my dad this week. my mom had to work. my youngest bro had to work, and my other bro was sleeping. which was ok, cause i havent had much time to talk to my dad one on one of late. which sux cause i think he and i have great intellectual conversations. and i dont really get that anywhere else.
neway, yesterday the conversation revolved around my parents failing marraige. I mean it has been a long time coming. So nothing was really new news. I actually thought things were getting better. but my dad said that its the worst things have ever been. they havent talked to each other in a long time. my dad sleeps in our basment, and pretty much never leaves. neway. we were talking about how when i moved out i had hoped things would get better, cause i always felt i was part of the problem. and i have only seen my dad cry 2 times in my life, one was when my dog died, the other was yesterday. He cried, i cried, and he gave me a big hug. kodak moment really lol. but he told me it was never about me. its just that i feel that, my family was the one thing in my life that i thought i could rely on. And when my dad first told me that him and my mom were gonna get a divorce probably after my youngest brother graduated and went to school. i have really had to rethink a lot of the things in my life. If a family cant last, what can? I mean i guess i thought at my age this sort of thing would be easy but it doesnt seem to be that way at all.
neway, thanx to all my wonderful friends on here who read what i have to say, and give me positive feed back. it really means a lot to me. Hit me up sometime and i'll take u out to lunch or something alrighty. o, and i have absolutely fallen in love with this band (shiny toy guns). they are amazing. Plus Carah Faye is sooo hot. she is my new crush
.
i know u loved that so heres another one.
isnt she just cute as a button lol. thanx y'all talk to u latter.
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Are you talking about the testicular torsion episode. God, I loved the end when they're doing the infomercial and you can tell that they're reading from cards. Again, very awesome.