aislin

No rest for the weary. I'll have about two weeks when I go home, but then I'm on a family trip then straight to NYC for the internship.

I'm tired all the time. When I sleep I'm dreaming a lot. Either about things that are stressing me out during the day, or things I don't even want to think about. I'm having dreams about my ex, and i wake up pissed off because of it. Why is that bastard still hanging around in my subconscious??

My friends at school thought it was me that broke up with him. I just realized that this week. So wrong. They thought I was so upset because I broke it off? Umm, no.

I'm so behind on everything! I really feel like I'm going to have a nervous breakdown. Then I get to go home to cleaning, a stressful "vacation" week, then I'll be interning and trying to find a job.

Drag ball was fun, but then I got bummed and drank too much and had a rough night..

This weekend my acapella group is performing. We also have a big spring fun day event thing, but I really need to keep doing work. I'm not getting it done because I'm so miserable! I just want to stop! So instead I do it all very, very slowly...